Friday, October 31, 2008

Teachers ?'

8.The process that produces energy from food in our body is called
A.Respiration
B.Oxidation
C.Burning
D.Combustion

....

i googled it only to find

Our bodies get the energy they need from food through metabolism, the chemical reactions in the body's cells that convert the fuel from food into the energy needed to do everything from moving to thinking to growing.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Me vs Fmz

Today i challenged Fmz since he thought he was so smart , to see whos results were higher .

I admit im dumb , but not so dumb until i have to cheat off my friends for answers .

I hate it when a guy who cant speak proper english comes up to me and says he is smarter then me .

Geez ~

Tagged by yun lynn '

1. What is the relationship of you and her/him?
Friend

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him.
a)LAME
b) FUNNY
c) TALL
d) Super smart
e) Sarcastic

3. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
BECAME SUPER LAME WHEN I WAS SAD UNTIL I LOL-ed

4. The most memorable things she/he have said to you
"Whats the most ugliest thing in the world ???"
?YOUR FACE AHAHAHAHAH"

5. If she/he become your lover, you will.
iare not gay

6. If he become your enemy, you will.
Slap myself for being mean

7. If she become your lover, she has to improve on.
he are not gay i are not gay

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is.
Me being annoying

9. The most desirable thing to do on her/him is?
Slap him !

10. The overall impression of she is.
Awesome

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about him?
HES SUPER FUNNY AND LAME

12. The character of you for yourself is?
Annoying
13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Annoying

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
PIE

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
You guys are patient


Ten people to tag :

1) Chow xin
2) Tzeyu
3) Di Wern
4) jojo
5) karina
6) May Kwan
7) Siew Meng
8)Ivan



Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
HIM..i think

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Female



How about no. 5 and 8?
Ivan and Karina coupling?!!?!?!! They are 11 years apart so...

What is no. 1 studying about?
Umm science?

Is no. 4 single?
i dont think so

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Praise you in the storm '

Its a song by casting crowns that really means alot .

I mean , he gave us so much , yet , when he takes something away for our own good or for his big plan , we turn away from him .

WHY ?

We praise him during the light , during wonderful times , saying :" Thank you god for this wonderful day "

But do we praise him during the storm ? Do we ask " IF YOU LOVE ME ! WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME "

We have to praise him even in the darkest of days , for he is still who he is . Everything he does is for your own good , I could fail everything in my exams , maybe he is telling me to study harder ?

My english suddenly degraded so much , Whom shall i look to ? HIM

I always thought that english "Can one la " but to humble me , he had to break down my langguage .

Monday, October 27, 2008

WebCam '

Just got a new webcam from lowyat ...

Anyway , i give up on science ..My only hope is at least a 70...So depressing.

My current super ambitious aims are :

English : 80+
Science : 70
Maths :80
Sejarah : 90
Geografi :90
BM :50
Chinese :50
Kemahiran Hidup : 60

ok look , i already made alot of mistakes in my english science and maths , but now all i can do is do well in paper 1

If i fail to achieve my target of 4A's or 65 Avg and above , i fail this year .

Its just that these exam's are the first exam's which i studied for... failure is just...unacceptable ,

My geo and sejarah...what was i thinking ? i got 53 for both of them during the mid terms ...90 ? THATS TOO AMBITIOUS .

But by the grace of the lord ,
My monthly's did quite well .

I got 23/30 and 22/30 respectively for History

And 23/30 for Geography

Its just awesome .

But i did make alot of grammar mistakes in english this time...

I did not use the word "Determine" in my science , rather , i used :" to see wether"

Which was a common Manglish error...

Friday, October 24, 2008

down but not defeated '

Today science was disappointing ,

Santhi was being a bitch by setting 90% all FORM 1 Questions whilst its a FORM 2 Exam .

I STUDIED FORM 2 LIKE CRAP !

I got so many wrong...

ZI hao studied form 1 alot so he sure beat me ...

My only hope....Chinese , sejarah , geography...

my maths was screwed up...sigh

EXAM!

I got pass chinese paper 2 and BM paper 2 .

I think i should be able to do fairly , my goal for BM and Chinese is only 50 marks and above

Moral , i did not know that its counted for final overall results , so im aiming for 50 only ...

MATHS ,
i did the most careless mistake in my life ,
there was this question that has something to do with the Pythagoras's Theorum , its showed a square with equal sides(duh) and a vertical line in the middle . the vertical line is *ROOT*72 cm2 , they asked for perimeter .

I went and got the correct answer which was 6 , over and over again , but since the formula for Pythagoras was a2=b2+c2

I went ...

a2=6square+6square
=36+36
=72
a=root 72 oh noe , 6 WAS THE LENGTH OF EACH EDGE , but idiotic me HAD to try and ROOT 72 ...

my answer was...94!! lololololol

Today is science and english , planning to score high for both of them . good luck to all

Sunday, October 19, 2008

NEW "FRIEND"

HIs name is chun lim...
so first i posted this love calculator prank on deb's profile for fun .

Instead he was the one using it .

So later he was insulting me through deb and he was really really childish , its like he has a problem with a little prank , and he had to go all out . Wow , i know hes old and "wise" but hes overly immature for someone his age , i mean your like 21 years old and you still wanna stick your nose into other peoples buisness ? And still insulting peoples parents ? WOW ! i thought only kids did that .

Now he's claiming he did not insult me...WOW!

He rocks man...

He says that if he really insulted me there would be a news report about a form 1 kid comitting suicide...

WOW !

Hey deborah...I LOVE YOUR FRIEND !

and i mean it in a really really really sarcastic way

The Last Stand '

Ok , exams are coming guys , i will be blogging during the holidays but a little .

I will wish my final good luck to everyone taking their finals .

And thank you King , you helped me learn something very important yesterday .

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Amp~!

Today youth was nice , the pastor really talked sense...

My conviction's : NO CHEATING IN ANY EXAMS

And now my study progress...

I studied Form 2 science yesterday as well as form 1 sejarah .

Science - 80%
Sejarah -55% complete

Argh , that Tiek Yi arr...

Joke also dunno how to joke nicely...evilness

Deadly puki '

Say helllo to my little friend



I am supposed to stop going online until 6 nov , but maybe 45 mins a day would do .

The panda is "seemingly" harmless and cute! i named him Donku ! (yes its spelt with a D)

But Donku is actually an undercover agent to scare robbers away !



Its an super alarm that emits 95decibles/m Which can lead do deafness !
But its actually to alert the neighbours to come to your aid when getting raped!

Friday, October 17, 2008

PMR is over ~

Congratulations to my fellow friends whom have completed their PMR examinations !

Now its my turn , Next week , all the other students will face their final year .

Here's my study progress so far :

English -60%
Sejarah -45%
Geography - 50%
Maths -60%
Science - 20% ( no note books )

Im going to burn midnight oil after tuiton tonight .

Im not gonna go online until my finals are over (okay maybe i will go on saturday to check something)

10minutes before i prepare for school . Today will be a new day for me , i want to turn over a new leaf , No more Bitchy and Gay guy , i really want to BeTransformed .

My sudden memory loss caused my english to breakdown and my attention span to be obstructed , my home page is now www.thefreedictionary.com .

If my english fails to get an "A" . I fail everything .

So i pray to you lord , Please heal me , Bless everyone in their exam , that they have wisdom to answer all the questions . Thank you for making me humble down lord....


Im going to bath now , see you guys after exams which is november 6...

AIrsoft report on berita harian!

airsoft bagai perang sebenar
Oleh Azrul Affandi Sobry
azr@bharian.com.my

PEMAIN airsoft menggunakan peralatan yang menyerupai tentera sebenar.

Persatuan usaha iktiraf sukan ekstrem guna senjata simulasi

JIKA disenaraikan semua jenis sukan lasak yang popular di negara ini, pastinya ‘paintball’ akan tersenarai sebagai antara sukan lasak paling digemari terutama oleh mereka yang sukakan aksi peperangan dan mahukan cabaran.

Apa tidaknya, sukan bersenjata yang semakin mendapat tempat di kalangan semua lapisan masyarakat itu memerlukan bukan saja keberanian, malah juga kepantasan, kepekaan, kecekalan, daya tahan diri yang kuat serta kekuatan mental dan fizikal untuk berdepan situasi seakan bertempur di medan perang.

Tidak cukup dengan itu, peminat ‘paintball’ juga tidak dapat lari daripada sagu hati utama permainan itu iaitu parut lebam akibat dibedil oleh peluru bebola, tambahan pula jika ia mengenai anggota badan yang terdedah.

Namun, meskipun semua gambaran itu menunjukkan sukan itu cukup lasak, sebenarnya mungkin ramai yang tidak tahu bahawa ia belum cukup ekstrem jika dibandingkan dengan satu lagi permainan seumpamanya, ‘airsoft’.

Permainan ‘airsoft’ yang sangat popular di negara matahari terbit, Jepun sebenarnya bukanlah sukan baru, malah sudah dimainkan di kebanyakan negara termasuk Malaysia sebelum ‘paintball’, namun atas beberapa sebab, ia tidak terlalu dihebahkan dan dimainkan secara tersembunyi.
KETEPATAN dalam teknik tembak tepat menjadi satu kelebihan dalam airsoft.

Semuanya kerana permainan itu boleh dikategorikan sebagai 100 peratus menyamai situasi sebenar peperangan, menggunakan peralatan yang seakan sama seperti digunakan tentera, malah lapangan permainannya juga mirip keadaan sebenar.

Melihat kepada senjata simulasi yang digunakannya saja membuatkan hati menjadi begitu teruja, apa lagi bila memegangnya kerana jika sesiapa saja biasa mengendalikan senjata sebenar, amat sukar menemui perbezaan pada senjata yang digunakan dalam sukan ini.

Sebut saja apa jenis senjata api yang ada di dunia, sama ada pistol atau senapang, tak kira moden atau klasik, replika senjata simulasi yang digunakan dalam ‘airsoft’ ada semuanya, malah senjata yang baru dalam pembikinan dan belum digunakan di mana-mana sudah ada dijadikan senjata simulasi dalam sukan itu.

Menjadikan ‘airsoft’ lebih ekstrem ialah kaedah permainannya menyerupai situasi sebenar suasana peperangan apabila ia bukan dimainkan di lapangan biasa, rekaan manusia seperti ‘paintball’ tetapi menggunakan kawasan hutan atau rumah terbengkalai sebagai medan perangnya.
ZAMRI menunjukkan antara koleksi senjata simulasi yang digunakan dalam airsoft.

Tak cukup dengan itu, apa saja peralatan digunakan tentera dalam peperangan merangkumi pakaian, kasut, pelindung mata, topi keselamatan, jaket, alat perhubungan serta alat keselamatan lain turut ditiru sepenuhnya dalam sukan lasak ini.

Pendek kata, jika melihat pasukan pemain ‘airsoft’ dalam pakaian lengkap dan bersenjata di tangan, sesiapa saja akan terpedaya dan menyangkakan bahawa ada operasi latihan tentera sedang berlaku di kawasan itu kerana tidak ada yang satu pun membezakan mereka.

Malah, untuk menghidupkan suasana peperangan sebenar, kebanyakan peminat sukan itu di seluruh dunia kerap memilih untuk bermain situasi peperangan yang pernah berlaku seperti memilih senario di Vietnam atau tragedi ‘Black Hawk Down’, sekali gus menjadikan segala-galanya lebih ekstrem.

Cuma, sebagai langkah keselamatan dan mengelakkan daripada senjata ‘airsoft’ disalahgunakan untuk tujuan tidak sihat seperti melakukan jenayah dan sebagainya, ia ditanda dengan warna terang di hujung larasnya sekali gus membezakannya dengan senjata api sebenar.

Tidak keterlaluan jika dikatakan semua gambaran itu jelas menunjukkan betapa sukan itu cukup ekstrem dan sangat sesuai bagi mereka yang pernah berangan menjadi askar atau selama ini hanya mampu melayan permainan video untuk merasai debaran peperangan.

Kerana itu juga, sangat sukar bagi sukan ini mendapat lampu hijau dimainkan secara sah di negara ini, meskipun realitinya sudah ramai peminat yang bergerak secara ‘senyap-senyap’ melayan minat mereka menjadi tentera pada hujung minggu.

Menyedari betapa permainan ini perlu diperjuangkan dan diberi tempat di negara ini, Persatuan Airsoft Malaysia (MASOC) berusaha keras membentangkan cadangan kepada Kementerian Dalam Negeri serta cuba mendapatkan restu Pesuruhjaya Sukan bagi mengiktirafnya sebagai sejenis sukan.

Presidennya, Mohd Zamri Muhammad, berkata setakat ini cadangan mereka untuk mendaftarkan permainan itu secara sah sudah mendapat sokongan banyak pihak beberapa Menteri Kabinet.

“Cuma yang menjadi halangan kini ialah kami masih menunggu kelulusan penuh daripada Pendaftar Pertubuhan dan Pesuruhjaya Sukan yang bakal membolehkan sukan ini nanti dimainkan secara sah, namun berlandaskan peraturan ditetapkan.

“Kami optimis dengan mendaftarkan sukan ini dan memantapkannya melalui MASOC, ia bakal meminimumkan penyalahgunaan senjata simulasi yang selama ini kerap berlaku akibat tiada pihak yang bertanggungjawab mengawal kemasukan senjata itu di negara ini.

“Sekurang-kurangnya apabila MASOC diberi keizinan menjual senjata itu dengan beberapa mekanisme kawalan, ia akan dapat menggugat pemasaran senjata itu secara seludup kerana kami yakin boleh menjualnya dengan harga lebih murah. Apabila murah, siapa lagi nak beli daripada penyeludup?” katanya.

Bagi merealisasikan hasrat itu, MASOC sudah menggariskan beberapa cadangan untuk memastikan kelulusan yang diberi akan disusuli langkah kawalan menyeluruh dengan melaksanakan sistem kawalan pangkalan data pemain, mendaftarkan semua lapangan permainan dan semua pembekalan senjata akan disertai sijil serta permit khas untuk membawa dan menggunakannya di tempat tertentu saja.

“Mungkin kami akan meletakkan cip keselamatan di setiap senjata dan ia akan menjadi mekanisme paling berkesan mengawal pergerakan senjata itu nanti. Semua langkah keselamatan dan pemantauan ini penting untuk memastikan tidak berlaku sebarang penyalahgunaan senjata.

“MASOC akan berperanan sebagai badan pentadbir dan kawalan. Semua permohonan pembelian senjata simulasi akan diteliti bersama polis dan Kementerian Dalam Negeri,” katanya.

Diperkenal pelajar menuntut di Jepun

Diperkenal pelajar menuntut di Jepun

DICETUSKAN atas kegilaan sesetengah warga Jepun yang mahukan sukan lasak berkonsep peperangan sebenar, selain merasai pengalaman mengendalikan senjata berskala tepat dengan senjata sebenar, airsoft akhirnya merebak ke seluruh dunia hingga kini menjadi antara sukan lasak utama di United Kingdom dan kebanyakan negara Eropah. Di Malaysia, permainan itu pada awalnya dibawa masuk oleh pelajar yang menuntut di Jepun yang membeli peralatan dari sana bagi meneruskan hobi masa lapang itu di negara ini.

Namun, difahamkan pada ketika itu, pistol atau senapang airsoft belum diklasifikasikan sebagai menyerupai senjata bahaya kerana ia dianggap sebagai bahan permainan saja menjadikan proses membawa masuk ke negara ini menjadi lebih mudah berbanding sekarang.

Malah, pada awal kemunculannya iaitu sekitar 1988 hingga 1989, airsoft hanya menggunakan senjata yang diperbuat daripada plastik tetapi kini ia diperhebatkan dengan penggunaan bahan yang hampir sama dengan senjata sebenar, menjadikan berat serta bentuknya lebih tepat.

Kini, selepas 20 tahun permainan itu diperkenalkan, ia sudah mendapat tempat di hati semua lapisan usia, malah di negara ini, peminat airsoft terdiri di kalangan remaja 18 tahun ke atas hingga mereka yang berusia hampir 60 tahun.

Berdasarkan data yang dikumpulkan oleh MASOC, pemain airsoft di seluruh dunia kini hampir empat juta orang dan seramai lebih 20,000 peminat itu ada di negara ini serta menjadikannya sebagai aktiviti ekstrem hujung minggu di tanah persendirian dan kawasan perumahan terbengkalai.

Angka seramai itu di negara ini diperoleh berdasarkan rekod syarikat pengeluar senjata simulasi itu di luar negara yang membekalkannya kepada pembeli di negara ini, meskipun hakikatnya ia sangat sukar untuk dibawa masuk ke sini.

Menyedari begitu ramai peminatnya dan mereka sentiasa berusaha untuk mendapatkan senjata simulasi terkini terutama dari Thailand dan Hong Kong, MASOC berusaha untuk menjadi pembekal tunggal yang dapat mengawal kaedah membawa masuk senjata simulasi yang selama ini berlaku secara tidak sah oleh orang perseorangan.

Di negara ini, sukan itu begitu popular dimainkan dengan pelbagai variasi permainan seperti pertempuran jarak dekat, pemusnahan pengganas, pembebasan tawanan, penaklukan bendera atau kawasan, menjejak penembak tepat dan yang paling mendapat sambutan di seluruh dunia ialah lakonan semula situasi sebenar peperangan.

MASOC juga dalam perancangan untuk melakonkan semula kisah tragedi Bukit Kepong dalam permainan akan datang bagi merasai pengalaman sebenar salah satu peperangan yang pernah tercetus di negara ini satu ketika dulu.

Dipetik daripada :http://www.bharian.com.my/Current_News/BH/Wednesday/Rencana/20081015055547/Article/ .

Yesterday i said to myself :"maybe its time to give up hope , theres no way airsoft is going to be legalize...But then , nothing is impossible for god right ? so what if it got legalized tomorrow "

Next morning , woke up , checked zat's blog and saw tt ^^

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Peektures pl0x '

Geez , i really need pictures on my blog . Its just filled with my whining of words !!

But all i have is a 2Mb hand phone camera !

Not to mention a super boring holiday week...

Im going to study later . I have been watching videos on youtube the whole day and i found a rather intresting video



The kick was really good , i rate it 500000/5 , and for the ending , i rate it 500000000000000/5

And i promised to post my video which i made here right ? here goes...(watch in HD)

Disappointment '

Today was a horrible day . Im such a jerk , I made almost everyone angry today . First , I was being so hyper that i kicked benji out of the guild , he did not want to join back after that . Second , Karina isnt going to youth anymore and its my fault . Third , Zi hao doesnt want to Zak with me anymore because i was being selfish and wanted to solo papu .

Sigh , Lastly , I disappointed god , i did not keep my promise . I was supposed to study . And i got hooked to the internet so long...

I disappointed myself too , My english and my memory just got worst...

I forget things which happened just 5 minutes ago...Alzheimer's decease?

Oh no ~

To the people whom which i dissapointed and/or provoked , im sorry ya . Im rather weird today...

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Too many complaints '

Today was a wonderful day ~

I wished that i can say that .

You know what ? what seemed to be a nice fellowship of boys watching Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade in the library with few people and lights out turned into horror when Dear yik soon and his pals came in . Firstly , he's so inconsiderate , just because he cant understand the movie he was making so much unnecessary sound pollutions which ruined the whole thing . Thanesh was another one , but im kinda used to it , when there was a kissing scene , he was like :"look DECLAN STEAMING ! " when it was pitch dark and he was so far away (i was looking away BTW) then keith shout so loud with that annoying voice of his and the whole thing started turning ugly , i went and sprayed keith with water , he went and say :" I DIN SAY ANYTHING OSO LAR " which he obviously did . At first , he did not retaliate , but when Yik soon provoked him by saying "spray him back lar , punch him lar " repeatedly , he retaliated . Yik soon not happy wor , still wanna continue telling Keith to whack me ... Later , he "ACCIDENTALLY" stepped on my shoe ...Hmm , what a coincidence .


He probably Was angry because we asked him to keep it down..though in a nice manner .

But the better explanation of why he was doing so many evil things to me is probably because he thinks im his "Competition"

Please fill up that ignorant and empty mind of yours . Liking someone has so many meanings , So what im her friend , you are too . Its not like i wanna Flirt with her or captivate her or anything . I dont believe in early relationships , I dont give up on my studies just for a stupid infatuation that will eventually go away . IM NOT INTRESTED , IF YOU THINK SHE WANTS YOU THEN GO FOR IT ! IM NOT AN OBSTRUCTION .


You know what ? i could continue complaining about my day but its no use... i should learn from tiek yi ...Smile =D

Anyway , i found out that my english is getting from bad to worst "merosot-ing" Im using thefreedictionary.com as my guide in this post . OMG .

Guys , pray for me ... Exam is coming , and however much i study , IT JUST WONT GO IN



necessary is spelt like this , retaliate like this , probably like this....

lets not talk about my grammatical errors shall we?

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Not gonna blog about it '

Zebra said he wanted to fight with me in school....hmmm....


Anyway , had fun at church today , a dog shitted right next to raymonds car !

Friday, October 10, 2008

Back Nack '

Having memory losses lately , i seem to forget things too easily .
pray for me if you have the time , its getting pretty serious ...

Im uploading a video into youtube now .
will post it up here ASAP .

Somehow , im getting crazyy over HER .
i dont know why , but this crush just wont go away ,
how hard i try (ok maybe not too hard) ,
still...

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Help me to live '

Song by Tim Davis

Help me to live this life ,
as a living sacrifice ,
holy and pleasing ,
to you ,
lord help me to live this life ,
as a living sacrifice ,
holy and pleasing...to you ,
make my worship pure ,
make my love endure ,
MELT AWAY MY PRIDE ,
lord renew my mind ,
Help me to live for you only ,
to reflect your glory ,
to be as one called by my god ,
that you be seen as beauty ,
by the life you live through me ,
Be glorified ,
Oh god ,
And help me to live ,
Help me to live..

-Amen , i dedicate this song as a prayer to him...


Another thing i really need to pray for is my Friendship problems ...

I cant blog about it now because its really personal , but when its over , i will

A sister's Wrath '

My sister is evil !

I mean , everytime i argue with her , she will end it with a "Shut UP LA , I CANNOT TAHAN YOU ALREADY ! "

You think i can tahan you ?

I mean , she thinks her english is way out of my league , but , when i used the word "IRONIC" she thinks she owns that word .

First of all , On her blog , she writes all the bible verses and things which praise god . Thats ok . BUTTT... In an arguement with her during dinner , she said that Men are Monsters , she said that adam was a draft for a more perfect being , Eve . BUTT . By saying this , she isnt proclaiming god as a perfect being , EVERYTHING HE MADE WAS/HAS to be perfect in his eyes . So isnt it ironic by saying that god is perfect and yet saying that god created one being as a draft and another as a perfection ?

Furthermore ,
She says that even though im a monkey/monster , jesus still loves me . Yes thats true , no matter what i am , he still loves me .

GOD MADE BOTH MEN AND WOMEN TO BE EQUAL , NOT ONE ABOVE THE OTHER ...

And the thing is that i did not trigger that arguement , she said that women are far more GREATER then men , so i brought adam and eve in .

Her pride , arrogance and ignorance will lead to her fall .

one day she was talking about how bombastic and awesome pn harminders tuiton is , now shes changing , and giving a super lame excuse to the teacher .

COME ON LA , Shes trying to follow yuen ling everywhere , while yuen ling is obviously the much smarter one...

She is going to fail ! She changed tuitons like 7 times already , and her excuse is...:its not happening there !

You know whats the problem there my dear sister ? YOU!

You fail to understand what the teacher says , and you blame it on the teacher ?


Disclaimer : i dont claim to be super "Holy" , a "Goodie-goodie" , a "smart" person .
I have my flaws , and im open minded if you could tell me mine NICELY!at least without swearing or vulgarities . I dont throw a "SHUT UP" at someone that tells me my flaws .

Indeed im kiasu and lan c sometimes , but i accept this and try to change .
You know you have a problem , the first logical thing to do is to fix it - Tan Tiek Yi

Big patch '

I have a gigantic pile of hair on my neck and did not reallize...omg

Saturday, October 4, 2008

Bored '

Waiting eagerly for the release of SuddenAttackSea .

T-one : everyones quiting
DoTa : i suck at it
CoD4 : no shiok graphics
CS:S : No mic

i got no tuiton and taekwando today though .

So today is boring .

Im looking forward to go to cell group later ... it is the only thing that wasnt cancelled because of the Hari Raya holidays

SAVED '

I was talking about how i dreaded taekwando in my last post~
Guess what ?
when i was preparing to sleep real early
i got a Msg from yun lynn : tomorow no taekwando !

I WAS JUMPING FOR JOY !

Its not that i disliked taekwando...

im not prepared for it since its during the holidays...lol

I was texting Gavin earlier , to tell him about the last match that went horribly wrong , he acted like he was so mature , i thought he was , but he kept scolding me a noob , when i explained to him what went wrong. I guess this time its worth fighting back , he swears and scolds too much . Its not like hes a super pro like wei xian(according to wei xian , he isnt pro , its just that we are noobs!)

He made mistakes too , and nobody scolded him . But when someone did (especially me) he would swear and cuss at them like nobodies buisness .

Then i was texting debby , and i found out that she could survive a whole day of school without sleeping the day before . Superwoman !

umm , a few minutes ago , i checked out some old classmates blog , and boy did they change alot .

im kinda sleepy now , so im signing off ~

Friday, October 3, 2008

Dread ?

Why am i dreading to go to taekwando tomorrow ?

First of all , the uniform is discomfort...i dont feel good in it , i cant wear a Pj shirt inside because of the rules..

Anyway ,
Here is my current progress of my studying process

BM-2% studied
GEO-45% studied
SEJ-45% studied
Maths-60% studied
Science-20% studied


omg la...my science!

Goals which i hope to achieve :
Get to a good class
Get 4A's and above

Dont fail chinese!!!

DotA?

Im sick of this , i tried to stop mapling and dota with gavin and friends .

So guess what , i was visage , i got 5 kills already , then we spootted a troll farming , so marn went first den me , i had to lead my bats to safe ground , so i wasnt looking at my hero for awhile , den marn had to thunder everyone to one place , normal reaction to just slow troll and chao , since there was a bluedragonspawn overseer there , i was not able to spot marn in a split second , so i ran . leaving him to die , den gavin the great came and died too , and everyone was blaming me for the one mistake even though i helped them kill alot....sigh

studying is hard'

I dont wanna lose my "Reputation" *cough cough* in science in my class ,
but ,
now its kinda hard...

Acid and alkalis are killing me !

1. Very acidic - Red

2. Acidic - Orange/Yellow

3. Neutral - Green

4. Basic/base/alkali - Blue

5. Very basic/base/alkali - Purple

^--------------universal indicator stats....how the heck am i gonna remember??

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Sacrifice '

Sacrifice....
What is it ???

Isit a skill that takes up 5% of your own HP and deal 600% damage to the enemy?

Is it something you do ?

Isit killing something for someone to protect you??

check this out :

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

IConfused

So it turned out like this ,

In msn....

>.<-Deborah says :
ola
Decky says :
you and XXX are still fighting right ?
>.He la simply find fault
>.he knows i very hard get angry still want to say
Decky says :
And then what he say?
>.Say bad things about ppl and complaint about ppl more lar
>.Say la
>,See if i care anot

deborah is out to lunch and may not reply

Decky
says : wait....you were reffering that to me or whom ?

Decky : reply !! T.T
Decky : hmm...maybe i complaint about ppl to much to you...

45 minutes of pure confusion and weirdness and sadness later...

Deborah has sent you a nudge!
Decky : you scolded me just now ?
Deborah :...nooo....i was talking about XXX...




that was way too...akward?

Hide me now '

I dont know what to say ,

I lost so many friends ...
Including one which i trusted as my "Best Friend "

And you know what ?

its all my fault ,
no one else can be blamed ,
All i know how to do is spot the spec in my Brothers/Sisters eye ,
But i failed to see the piece of plank infront of my face .

Im sorry ,
Right now ,
your "out to lunch",
I really wish to talk to you .

Im getting what i deserved now ,
I used to spread rumours about friends...
Now its my turn .

And to the people i that i have offended ,
im sorry .


Come back from lunch please ,
This is something i should have done since a long long time ago...

Reflection '

TIME TO REFLECT ON MYSELF

Part one '

i love to bitch about people (ouch )
im super irritating when im excited
I become "sombong" when someone "sombong" to me
I talk alot , when sometimes i dont realize it



What comes after reflection ? Repentance?

2nd letter to fMZ '

ok it started of like this ,
he said in tuiton with that snobbish attitude that T-one was going to close down ,
then ,
i met him in zakum's gate with calvin ,
turns out he reborned 20times ,
so i asked if i could join ,
and i joined lor ,
next he offered to hunt a dragon fatilzan for me ,
i just said yes again ,
den when i found my own attacker ,
i got a zhelm 1 ,
he congratulated me ,
later on ,
he said i lc ,
and start ignoring me ,
Wth is his problem ???

Hes telling everyone i whine and ask for help now ?

WTH?

YOU OFFERED to help ,
and lastly ,
i did not whine ,
i just said that dks were hard to train for "before reborn"

ITS NOT LIKE YOUR FLAWLESS RIGHT ?

everytime you fight with your friends ,
you go and say when your on the losing end :"blablablablalba , i dont wanna fight with you ler , waste time "

You keep thinking your the proest in every game you play ,
dota,maple,T1

What else ?

People play game for fun , you take advantage to find trouble....

bloody hell...

knew i should not have trusted him

Midnight post

its 3:19 a.m. ,
it stopped raining ,
im freezing ,
mosquitos are biting me !

anyway , trying not to make much noise .

i really want a new camera , and i really want the exams to end .
ITS A LONG LONG LONG time since i went for a vacation...
other then activity packed(mostly shopping) trips to singapore , wedding trips...

So tiring...