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This will be my last post on this blog as I move on to start anew in a more photography oriented blog that will hopefully, present more mature insights to certain things rather than rants about how bad my life has been.

This blog will stay as a reminder of my past.

Thank you dear blog for being with me throughout life's journey.

Quasi

I consider myself to be a quasi philosopher. I've recently talked to a quasi theologian who has a huge library of theology books and is of course, many years older than me.

It was nice. Though I see some difference between a philosophy type versus a theology type. And yet the similarities are there...

Interesting.

Works

We can imagine when we first allow God into our lives.

Imagine if our lives were like our house. We allow God into it.

First we see what we expect, we see him fixing up the drains, the sewerage system and all the things that you thought needed fixing.

And then you suddenly feel pain. You see God knocking down the walls of your house and tearing off the roofs of it.

It seems that things weren't as you thought it would be. You thought that God would come in and fix you a nice little cottage to live in. But indeed, he is building a new palace for him to live in.

-Plagiarized from C.S.Lewis

Give me a song to sing

I know, I know.

I've left this blog abandoned for awhile.

I'll be active again as soon as I overcome my current obstacles.

Till then it's epic depression

Name above all names

Fighting the good fight was hard. But it paid off.

Still fighting, but I "leveled up".

Can't wait for Youth Camp

Of mental states and causation...

The holidays have been gruesome so far.

Nothing productive. (nothing much at least)

Not getting filled with any sort of lasting joy ever since those two events popped up. My train of thoughts had been preoccupied by philosophical ramblings.

When all your friends seem so distant from you and you only have yourself.... gah.

I can't wait for Sayang Camp.

Miss somebody.

Everyone misses someone from LLC.



Who do I miss?



You don't see him/her for 6 days.


I haven't been seeing her for nearly a month.


While everyone worries about relationships and their "special" one.


I stay at home stuck to the computer spending my time reading philosophical journals, keeping up to date with the latest cosmological models etc.etc.