hmm well , so i ask one of my friends during the holidays : umm hey , if your going out with anyone i know let me tag along ok ? ok so then my friend B which was rather close to me too was invited to go somewhere with Friend A ... And wth.. no one told me a single thing....GeeZ and when i asked Friend B where he was going because we were dotaing..he wuz like : Im busy , got things to do .
Whats worst is that both of them are supposed to be my closest friends???
Sigh....im not sad or angry or whatever , but , somehow i just feel REJECTED , here comes the thinking of : EVERYONE HATES ME! , YOUR USELESS! ...
i guess its because of my ugliness,and my nerdiness that these "Friends" avoid me...Dang it
If you wanna know true friends...go see people like Wx , HTC , Fj ,BK...come on lar...if you hate me just say it , stop acting . . . FRIEND B is probally reading this so this is what i wanna say to you : If you dont like my attitude or anything , just say it . But if you dont like how i look that cannot be corrected ... then could you just say it and we shall avoid each other forever?
I dont know what to do now. . . Ever since i came to SMKTS , geez , everyone judges you just on how u dress etc.etc.
I MISS PUAY CHAI!i just remember the good old days , me , victor and andrew...ahhh...
now , its alll BACKSTAB BACKSTAB and more BACKSTABBING....sigh
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