broken hearted people '

I just came back from OU today , my family just adds to my depression , i feel like running away ...

I was getting a haircut from a thai lady which somehow is new to this profession i guess , and my mom went and say cut bottom short ....when i did not want it to be that short , so that lady , being a trainee of some sort (she did not even know how to use the razor machine properly , but i dont blame her ) and start cutting my hair until....My sister saw me and said " your hairstyle makes you look like a dog "

GEEZ , my sister in the car went on and gave me the "be thankful" lecture , i know that people are suffering , and i am greatful for what i have , although i dont really show it , but who is my sister to tell me that ? Shes spends WAYYYYYYY more money then me , and she wants to give me this lecture ? HYPOCRITE .

hopefully im going to OU again tomorow to watch TWILIGHT , alot of people say its nice but dissapointing because it wasnt on par with the book .

Anyway , im still in depression , well , if you think you can help , try it , i dont feel like anyones by my side anymore ,

John 15: something (forgot)

if the world hates you , remember that it hated me first .

Aaron made a sarcastic comment when i mentioned that this versed had helped me in the past , but well , he said that the world didnt hate him or some sort ...

Anyway , its just that i really feel that the whole world hates me , in church , in school .

Guess Danien was right after all , everyone does hate me .

PERIOD .

Oh yeah , FMZ , you still wanna compare results ? you kinda challenged me to it .