Anger + Randomness

Ok , im angry , and im random .

GG .



To be honest , I think that I'm backsliding , I pray everyday , but I don't feel anything .

The thing is , I need my "Barnabas" but my closest friends are all non-Christian's .

Sigh , and to my Christian friends out there , do pray for me . I need help , but please , know my personality before reaching out to me , my family members will never be able to reach me , as they hardly even know me . The only ones are those who I'm close with , joke around with everyday . . . You know who you are .

I do hope that CellGroup will help me . As I know that i have changed abit since joining the Ambactus and CBC , even though i hardly pay attention due to the shyness factor .

The amazing thing is that whenever i have problems , be it the end of the world , doubts , it somehow becomes a part of the topic a Pastor will be preaching about at camp , or at church .