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It all started in the year of 1993 when my mom got a job at Makro . I was an accident , I wasn't planned to be borne like the most of you were , I overheard my parents talking about this "accident"


At a young age , I was blamed by some of my superstitious relatives for my grandfather's death , a few months after I was borne . I was young , I didn't understand fully , I didn't have the guts to fight back against them , yet , I was deeply hurt .


I was in my primary ages , where my parents hit me 21 times on my buttocks just because my maid said on the phone by accident :"Declan sudah Mati " rather than , "Declan sangat naughty " What I did ? Leaked saliva on my sister's soup , I was 6 or 7. After getting caned for more than 21 times without remorse from my father , I was unable to sit , stand , only to lie helplessly on my bed .

I was 13 , Most of you know how i was then , my sister would go around gossiping to her friends about me when i just entered the school , I was hurt , but at church , I was an outcast , people looked down on me , just because I same shirt twice for 2 weeks .

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