OUTCRY !

This is my 200th post , i guess i really want to scream out from my inside out now . . .

God , I know your there , even if I still have doubts , where was i when you called me ? Lord , I'm a fool , please forgive me for the billionth time , or more . Don't let me repeat it , lord , send me a "Barnabas" I need a real friend , a real person whom i would grow in you with , someone who would encourage me for the good , and discourage me from the bad . - Anonymous