The depression is almost passing . It was just a minor one . Tuition teacher didn't come today . . . Anyway , the "effects" of camp is starting to fade . . . NO !!! This can't happen , I'M SICK AND TIRED OF GOING TO CAMPS , REDEDICATING MY FAITH FOR HIM , LEARNING SOMETHING NEW , FALLING TO MY KNEES TO WORSHIP HIM , AND OPENING MY EYES , ONLY TO FIND IT ALL USELESS AFTER A FEW DAYS AFTER CAMP ! I WANT THIS EFFECT TO BE PERMANENT , I WANT TO LOVE HIM PERMANENTLY , I'M SICK OF JUST GOING AROUND IN CIRCLES , I WANT MY LIFE TO BE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER PERMANENTLY !!! Gosh . . . But I have to bring this to reality , I cant be perfect , I will sin . . . I MUST seek him every time I have the chance . Okay enough of my rantings .
Anyway , I really have to gain more knowledge and wisdom . Tomorrow onwards , it's full steam studying . If I do use the computer , it would be for blogging and research .
List of things to improve on by mid-term :- My English (It's okay in Malaysian standards , but if I want to pursue my dreams to become a journalist , more juicy-ness is needed .
-My Bm and Cn , my main problems . I aim to pass my BM really well with a nice 60 + for the mid-terms .
-Maths and Science . I shall not rely on my own understandings during science . I must do more exercises for maths. . .
The others are plain study subjects . Pray for me please !
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