Confusion .

The Lord has really done so much for me , after 2 days , I can say that my anger has been calmed...One that usually lasts for weeks .

The confusion has really took it's toll . I'm so open to so many temptations now , and I just couldn't care less anymore . The Child-side of me is fighting with the Teen-side of me , one part of me tells me to be humble , another tells me that I have the right to be arrogant , one part tells me to share the gospel , one part tells me to do it for the sake of doing it .

I recently screwed up when sharing with my friends again...Things get bad...Especially when you're friend has a 7 year old mentality with lots of bad influence and can twist the words you say to other people to make it seem so bad...

Photoshoot was okay , I did a bimbo pose for freestyle ! My guitar (I'm not naming it Declina!) is so out of tune...I can't wait for my first lesson tomorrow ! SHE is slowly fading away in my head ... Hmmm .

I got in a miniature fight with Kavindran today because he somehow laughed at my answer which I selected in my English Test , and yet when I told him at the end of the test about the reasons for my answer , telling him not to change it anyway , he still changed it , and insisted that he changed it by his own will .