Ground rules '

After yesterday , I figured that I have to lay down some rules for my everyday life .

1.No gossiping . I asked Gavin and Kavin to slap me if they hear me gossiping . You know how much it kills .
2.No lame jokes on kids . Kids weren't meant to take lame jokes . . . I know I'm one , but I know a joke when I hear one , unfortunately , some people don't . Even if it's an obvious joke .
3.No sharing until I fixed myself to be a good example . . .
4.Try my best to forget about HER . She's taken , by a good friend of mine .

Is my face that "Yong Sui" Pn Teh and Pn Chin really loves to pick on me , I got scolding so bad because I didn't do some Chinese homework more than other people who did worst somehow...Pn Chin says she's giving me constructive criticism when it comes to maths . . . She can somehow hear me whispering to Kavin but can't hear Keen Fai and his gang shouting about at the back... how interesting . . .

Yesterday I was chatting with SOMEONE on msn with my phone , and guess what , he was the 5th guy I knew who had a crush on HER too . Luckily I didn't tell him that I was one of them , since she likes him too...Oh well , he is a nice guy...

And to the two cousins who one I made mad , and to another mad me mad . Well , I'm just gonna show you two the bad side of me kay ? I tried being friendly , but noo...One's becoming a plastic , and one can't take a joke , thinking that she has gone through more than me , when she's only one year younger than me . . . puhleez.

I asked for all this . I prayed :"God , open my eyes!" . And it was opened . I can finally see how much pain that I've inflicted on people ... how much my prejudice has hurt....I bet that I'm gonna see more...