It's all in your hands .

My mom just got a call from Kuching , my grandmother was able to be dialysis-ed , they miraculously found her artery to do it , bad news is , she has to do it again tomorrow , IF the doctors cant find the arteries , then ... The decision has been made , if the dialysis can't be performed tomorrow , they do not want to go for the more painful dialysis , and they would just ..... I will get news tomorrow , if things go bad , then I'm flying to Kuching tomorrow night .


GOD , It's all in your hands now , please lord , let her live ! But lord , if it's your will for her to go , then let your will be done lord . Lord , I pray that you give my family members strength if this happens , I pray that you would guarantee her salvation .

PLEASE , pray for her . If any of you makes fun of this , I won't talk to you ever . It's not a joking matter anymore , this is a matter of life and death . . .


"For my God is a god who gives...And takes away..."

Lord , you have showed many miracles during these trying times lord...I thank you .


I hardly know you grandma , I could hardly communicate to you since I didn't know Hokkien , but I knew deep down inside , you still loved me . I'm sorry that you had to suffer , I hope that you would be able to accept HIM as your lord and savior .

I have almost always been depressed...but no , not like this ... not like this at all....