April's leg wasn't so bad after all , turns out , it was just a minor fracture I presume . So 3D didn't have to swap classes with them ! Anyway , I got more " I know who you like "s from MORE people . . . SIGH . I wish they'd be able to differentiate a crush and a "like" . . . Seriously , some people even have the guts to tell me " I know who you LOVE " Oh gosh . . . I'm struggling to even love those who first loved me... Speaking of first love , I had an encounter with mr.Sa-Tan today during class . It was so horrifying and disturbing beyond words . It's like , my mind was able to say "Jesus is my lord and savior , he died on the cross for me , and he loved me" But my heart , was just telling me the opposite . I really can't fight it , the first thing I did when I came back was to read his word , I flipped to Matthew and read about how Jesus was tempted . It kinda reminded me how important his word is to me too , as it's my only weapon against the Devil . I'm just so weak right now , both spiritually and mentally , and oh , physically too .
Well , forgetting about YOU is hard . . . But I'm glad that it's easier now .
Hey , anyone noticed how most of the "hot" girls seem to be all ugly inside ? No , seriously ? Everyone keeps saying to me :" Hey Declan ! Your sister dam hot weih..." I would seriously wish for them to see her through my eyes . . .
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