Angel of music .

I couldn't make it for school again today , although I felt well , I was lazy . AND...I still had a slight fever . I have to be willing enough to study today , then I'll have my study group tomorrow . If you read my previous post , you would have noticed that I am primarily focusing on four subjects , namely : History , English , Maths and Science . English , maths and science were my core subjects , but they never seem to go well in the terms exams . History is something new for me .

Oh yeah , just to clarify , I was never blaming HER for how I've been lately , I was merely blaming myself , and my feelings towards HER for it .

Well , in many cases , people think of God as ... Some backup or something . I have . But somehow or rather , I've noticed something . He is always there , he always does something and makes me say "You got me" . My grandmother in Kuching , her heart was too weak for dialysis , somehow , he worked another miracle on her , and now , she can perform dialysis again . Thank you GOD ! . I mean... It's like , how can anyone say that there is no God ?

Notice how God's tone changed against the Israelites when they said that they can keep the law all by themselves . The law isn't just some guideline or something , it's to show that we all need him , because it's impossible to keep it all , all by ourselves . I learned that from Ps.Mal's sermon last Sunday . See people ? Not sleeping during sermons can really help ! haha .

I should really be more mature when it comes to crushes . I know in my head that it's just another infatuation which might go away soon . I know in my head that God would set my path straight if I would just listen to him . . . I should really just say :" Hey...That girl is Cutee..." And stop right there . Nothing else . Not everyone can be as lucky as Joseph you know ... To be attracted to someone's inside before the outside is just a gift . To find someone who has a heart for HIM and has the looks too is a much different story .