I'm suddenly so depressed and confused again .
It all just ... happened .
It's like nostalgia . After I got a flashback here , I just felt so down . . .
It's like...misery in the silence . I can't explain myself right now , I suddenly feel that Christianity is just another religion...Now isit now ?
I'm talking about the one who was always there with me , the only one who knows how many strands of hair on my hair , the one who died on the cross just to redeem me and you .
But he calls me out of the darkness...
Here's a song that was sang at the wake ...
It was in hokkien , title "Kang wa ay chew " Which means hold my hand .
The lyrics were about how the author wanted to be reconciled with him , when he thought he couldn't hear him , and yet he still did , and yet he still held his hands .
I'm starting to lose interest in the beauty of somne's appearance right now , I mean , I still am , but it's fading , slowly but surely . Why am I being attracted to her heart now ? What is it that made me think that she has a good heart...I barely even know her !
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