A new leaf .

I just spent 45 excruciating minutes trying to restore my computer after my sister dear nearly wiped off the whole computer . Maybe it wasn't her fault , but she WAS the last to use it . The only thing I lost is time and a 1.3Gb file I recently downloaded .

I needed to delete those posts , and make a new one .

Here's what I have to say


To Samantha and Darren ,
I don't deserve your forgiveness . Seriously I don't . I'm sorry for what happened today , I was already frustrated enough over some other thing , when Darren confused me with the "Customer customer" thing , which got me perasaan and thought of it real negatively . Samantha , I was lucky you didn't see the post I posted this afternoon , luckily Darren explained things later on , but do forgive my annoying ness , because frankly , all I have accomplished is laying burdens on your backs . Sorry , to the both of you . Sam , I need to have a little chat with you over something , do tell me when you're online .

To my other readers ,
I know I've been talking a lot about this "Jesus" dude lately . I do hope you know who he is . I think I should cut down on talking about "Religious" stuff here , since I'm not living it out , so I shouldn't be posting it .

To everyone else ,
After this exams , you might be seeing a different me . Why ? Because I just realized that I fail in life , in everything I do , I fail .




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May 22nd , 2009 .
I decided NOT to go for CF today . Even though the Mid-terms are over .
I might manage to get my A for history . Hopefully .
Every time I go to CF , all I get is discouragement , whether it's from a group of Form 3's who constantly looks down on me / loves gossiping about me , or from a particular person not wanting me there . Since they don't want me there , I won't go then .