My strength and my shield .

Thanks Danush for cheering me up a little yesterday :)

Taekwondo today was your average pre-test training session . I seriously have to learn how to tie my belt properly AND to pull off a left legged turning kick that actually reaches above my belt . -.-

Hmm . I don't know what to talk about . Haha .

Installation is this Saturday , rehearsal is on Friday . I hope BAD isn't postponed to this Friday , or else I can't come .

Boom chaka chaka . I'm hyped .

I wish I had a chance to talk to her . She scares me... Strange isn't it ? To be afraid of someone whom you like...
Well , generally I'm afraid of everything when I was young , my sister made up the "Boogie Man" theory . However , we learned in VeggieTales that God can overcome everything ! Including the Boogie Man !

Yes , God truly is that SOMETHING in my life that keeps me going .
I know , I know . I'm setting a horrible example as a Christian .
I rant about every single thing , whine about it , and when I'm angry I just blast people with insults which they did not deserve . . . That's why all the more I need HIM .

My emotions and mind run wild at school . I don't recall being this vulgar last year at school , however , this years different . Sure sure , I don't use that F word , but I use others...I mean , it's the thought that counts right ?

I should really remember that God is the king over everything , including my emotions , my thoughts and my heart . Even if I'm feeling downcast , he's still the King , and I shouldn't stop praising him .


Hmm . Well . Somehow I suck at saying "Bye" to people . It happened today when I said bye to quite an amount of people , and most of them gave me the "stinkeye" and walked away .

Oh shoot . I haven't got my Slacks and sleeved shirt . Bye people !


I wish I just dared to look you in the eyes .