Saturday, August 15, 2009

He knows my name ...

I woke up earlier today to attend the Tea Session of my aunty's wedding .

I was supposed to head over to Saint Ignatius's for the Church ceremony , but me and my sister were just overexhausted .

Dinner later . I'm supposed to wear my black slacks again .
Ohhh boy .

I just mini-hacked my Monster Hunter =P . Don't worry Ben Kit , even with that mini-hack I can't get past 4-star or HR 2 . It's nothing much , but it's the least I can do to speed up my progress . I'm still a long way from you people . Sheesh .

You know , many people say that God doesn't answer most of our prayers . But I beg to differ . I mean , I used to think that way , but when I heard about some prayer journal thing from Karina last year , I decided to just put in effort just to remember what I ever prayed about , and...He answers . I'm sure if I made a prayer journal I would see more of his grace and mercy working in my life .

Many times I overlook all the "small" things in Christianity . But what Li Yen told me that day...It meant alot .

God opposes the proud . So wouldn't it be natural for you to feel "Godless" when you're at the peak of your pride ? And when things happen , and you are humbled , you praise him , because God disciplines his children .

I shouldn't have been so overconfident and prideful , thinking that the LaLa's were so downright stupid ? Heck , I forgot the fact that he died for them too , he loves them too .

My studies ... It's getting slightly better .

I'm still planning to be a lifeless Mapler after PMR again . Because people expect me holy , patient , tolerant , smart and friendly ... heck , I'm not Samantha or Ivan .
Don't compare me to them , ever , if you do , you're comparing a pond with the ocean . That's why I'd rather spend my social life in the fantasy world of Maple , where as long as you have a the time and money , you wouldn't be at the bottom of the community .

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