If I ceased to exist...

I wouldn't have to try so hard trying to prove myself worthy to friends in the higher-up classes...

If I ceased to exist ,

I wouldn't have to try so hard and in the end find out that all my work was for nothing .


If I ceased to exist ,

I wouldn't have to be taken advantage of almost every single time .


If I ceased to exist ,

I wouldn't have to have almost every single girl that I ever liked to think of me as annoying just because I can't be myself infront of them .

If I ceased to exist ,

I wouldn't have to go through depressing times , sad times , with NO ONE there for you .





I can't take it anymore...