Oh sweet serenity .

It's quiet again .


I can finally , focus .


I'm finally listen to music .

Wow .


So many things to do , so little time .


So many epic failed plans .


I've always thought that things would be so much more easier after PMR . But I got it wrong . Sadly , things seem to get worse after PMR , well , only when you're like me , a person who sits lifelessly infront of the computer daily .


And then there's the mood swings along with my temper . I kinda did something mean to my parents today , and I hurt my father... Shoot . Then I do remember losing my sanity for awhile , thus causing me to say rather retarded stuff to Danush .

Believe it or not , I haven't gotten the name 'papers' ready for Sunday's preteen games . I am not even fully prepared for the upcoming Taekwondo exam coming this Saturday !

So I read the 'Our Daily Bread' devotional for today . I read about a few middle-aged men spending alot to find a car that they used to own in their youth . So I thought that it would have something to do with seeking false stuff and stuff like that . But I was wrong , turns out , today's devotional tells us that value is in the eyes of the beholder . They started writting about how the Pharisees and Scribes would condemn Jesus for 'Hanging out' with the 'Sinners' , people who were despised by their societies . But Jesus then tells parables of lost things being found , each parable tells of the anguish of losing , the efforts of searching and the joy of finding . It kinda tells us that if we're lost right now , God is looking for us .


Really right time for that .