I watched Veritas48's testimony about how he came to christ on Youtube today .
(Veritas AKA Noah , is one of the most intellectual Christian on Youtube making videos against atheism and having dialogue with atheists and so forth )
Most of us would've expected him to have some sort of intellectual argument for the existence of God which made him turn from Atheism or some sort...
But in fact ....
Just as a father would treat his child eh ?
You two are getting on my nerves...Is it my pride that suddenly caused this immense dislike towards both of you whom I've once called my best friends ? One just made me Zhat her for small issues and another just made me give him a taste of what HE gives his enemies...Difference is that I'm his friend ...
I mean is my trust limited to this ? Have I pondered so far till the extent that even on human relationships , I seek to find solid answers for my faith in my own friends ?!!
Have I lost the ability to tolerate people for their cons ? Have I even lost the ability to accept people in general , as flawful human beings in need of a savior ?
What do I seek to gain out of this ? Have I suddenly found delight in throwing peoples flaws right in their faces and ignore my own ? Have I found joy in pointing out the speck in my brothers eye while ignoring the plank in my own ?
Faith without action is dead . And if I keep doing this , even though I find a strong argument for God I will STILL lose my faith anyway . My actions have to reflect my faith...
I am deeply sorry to the both of you .
All this while I was looking at your flaws (The guy) , but I forgot about that friend back in form 1 who basically dragged me out of the fire and was there as an inspiration to me .
Gosh I'm prideful .
HOW TO KILLL YOUR PRIDE ?!!
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