Dark .

Who are you kidding Declan ?
Stop fighting with yourself and let go .
You saw it today , you saw how happy she was without a jerk like you saying anything .
She doesn't need a friend like you , and you know that .
All you ever did was hurt her .
The only reason why she still wants to be your friend is because of her caring nature , she doesn't want you hurt . So if you would want to respect her position , give up . A friend like you isn't worth having to her .

Do you really want to know how different the two of you really are ? You're liberal and open , she's conservative and she's also a fundamentalist . You're not academically smart , but you do have some general knowledge , she has all the good grades but that's all she has . You're a heartless wreck while she's a caring mother .

And stop giving those excuses that you're doing this because you don't want to hurt her , even though it's partly true , why can't you just give in to your anger for once ?
You know how deep she has wounded you .
You know how many times she has broken you into pieces .
You can't forgive , so just stop trying .

You'll be better off without these internal battles . You hate her , and you know it . Stop fighting this feeling . Love only exists in a small part of your life . The rest is made of hate . And you can't deny that fact . - The Devil's advocate .






I give up .



I have nothing to do with you anymore .