Broken .

Okay this is getting a little too serious.

Last weeks issues were a third of a quarter solved , while this week...


Goodness me , TNB cut off my power supply randomly TWICE today.

Useless morons.

Parents are being really unreasonable , which is quite usual , as they treat me like a second rate child. Just because my sister made a mistake , I don't get to eat lunch.

WTH?!!


I did at least 5 ICC raids and got NOTHING useful at all .

Heck , even people in church are pissing the crap out of me . (You know who you are)

What more with the people I know in school ?

and what more with myself ?


And wow , my parents didn't get me lunch AND dinner .


Up yours man ...


I can't seem to "regenerate" my patience after that incident , I guess it's really a slow fade into the darkness...


Why do I keep worrying about you and whether you're alright or not , when I'm the one all broken inside , and this time I can't seem to fix myself .

Yeah yeah I know , my English is atrocious .

I really feel like killing myself , even though I know that I most probably won't , I just feel like giving up on life .


God , help me.