Hope?

Remember those times, when you earnestly beg your parents for something and their response is "Wait, I'll get it for you later" .

When actually they have no intent of getting you what you want. They'll just keep making you wait.


Well that's how I feel now.


I trust that you're not doing this to me, but something tells me different.



For now, I think. I should just let it go.

Maybe I shouldn't let anyone so close me anymore...
Because the closer someone gets to you, the easier they can hurt you.

Gah that's nonsense. I shouldn't let one event predetermine my future decisions.


But for now, I'm still not well.


It's affecting my health alright...