Strong tower .

I'm sick of this . I lost all the "MP" I need to put on anymore fake masks .

I don't care if you call me a coward for running , heck I don't really care if I kill myself and people call me a coward from running away from life's difficulties .

I just don't have the strength to talk to you anymore , because every time I see your face I just feel so depressed . This shouldn't be happening , but giving the fire that my faith has been going through , my only source of strength isn't exactly helping me at all (Other than preventing me from jumping down a building of course)

I mean think of it this way ;

1.Life sucks
2.There is no purpose in life
3.Therefore , following from 1 and 2 , suicide is rational .

the Theist disagrees with (2) , while the others can disagree with (1) .

However , the first premise is subjective , and therefore , making suicide rational for people who doesn't live in wonderland .

And yeah , I DON'T live in wonderland.

And yes , I AM a theist .

Maybe it's gonna take me some time to regain that strength to just put on masks and start talking to you again ...

I'm not saying that you're a thorn in my flesh ; I'm saying that you're the needle and I was the fool who went to near it and pricked myself . Except , I'm really stupid so after getting hurt once , I go back again , and get hut again . And TWICE is not enough , I go at it again ...

So I hurt myself , you didn't do anything .




Don't act like you care when you don't . You get so worked up over minor issues , while things that seem big to me and you make it seem like it's big when you talk to me . It doesn't bother you one bit .



Give me mana in my mana bar keep me casting casting casting , give me mana in my potion I pray , I pray...