Emo

Regardless of how much I try to be a happier person, the past and the present won't give me a break.


The future haunts me too.




I guess the people around me know who I really am now : A cowardly shrewd.


I think so much(Though usually I'm 90% right about these stuff), and get myself so intimidated in the end.


After that, I get too scared to make any changes in my life. I become too afraid to control my circumstances and let the circumstances control me.



But anyhow, maybe a little sports will cheer me up.


Hopefully the release of some endorphines will get me on the right mindset...