Intelligent.

Today, I hesitated on whether or not I should go to Cell.


I did anyway because I had to pass my guitar to Ben Teo. (Strangely enough, while walking to Church with my guitar on my back, I had a feeling that I had to play for children ministry tomorrow. Turns out that tomorrow IS my duty day.. GG)


Then they played this really noisy game that emphasized on how we need to be in the silence to listen.


So a quote that struck me was this : To hear someone speak, you must first stop talking and then listen.

It makes alot of sense ...


I was emo partly because of severe sleep deprivation (In my case only of course). Also because of something else.


But it all went away real quick.


Thank you dear God.



Although I can say that I'm quite disappointed that I had to try so hard to do so many things(Changing a particular stubborn mindset and saying and accepting a few things was particularly challenging), and all she said was a simple "okay".


Okay so maybe some people just don't give a crap about what you do for them because they're already so used to being treated like a "Pwincess" (No I am not referring to Huey Wern in any sense).


While it is quite envious to be treated like royalty, still, it's funny that how some of the people who suffer and go through misery in life get the most out of life...

But I guess what it means to be human isn't just how we were raised or what, but how we learn of our mistakes and CHOOSE to correct them. I guess that's free will.



That's why I think I am so confused right now about who I really am interested in...


Because there's this girl who really is one of the most understanding and yet caring girl that I've met. Almost like a sister that I've never had....



:P



Oh no




Being wise is being intelligent knowing that your job is to reconcile things and make sense out of certain things that you or people do. Being understanding and etc.


Being wise does not equate to putting people down with your pride thinking that everything that doesn't make sense to you doesn't make sense to anyone else.