Save you.

I'm browsing through farewell songs for Weng Soon's farewell party ):


Anyway, I've been speaking giberrish lately.

Rugby today was awesome. The whites (US Cempakaians) dominated the Color shirts (Although they had EL and they were low on people I THINK) 6-0.

For once in a sport, EVERYONE played a part. Everyone touched the ball including Yen Keat and Lee Qian who played well.

So...I've restringed my guitar to thicker Elixir strings now, and their quite hard to get used to ):

The volume also isn't something that I'm comfortable with yet.



Also, I think I owe someone an apology.

Just because someone's new personality doesn't please me as it used to, it doesn't mean that I can start criticizing them or something. It's their life and they can do what they want with it.

As if I'm living my life well...


I think it'll be great if I started distancing myself from people. Only then can I have my time to think alone. Then I won't be so easily swayed by trivial issues.


Sitting infront of Eu Liang is already enough to drive me crazy. I mean he's already disliked by 90% of the class for his arrogance and he still tries to style his hair and act as if he was adored like a celebrity. His comments are sooo offensive sometimes and he gives you "the look" after saying them. "Reminds me of myself, only I don't remember giving people the stare after I say something"

And then, we have friends treating you like an "emergency" friend just in case they need someone beside them. Heck I don't mind doing that. But it's kinda painful to know that you're not important in their lives even though they claim that you are.

But oh well, life is life.

I do admit that I miss people in their old selves, where I was still able to close to some of them. But I guess as time passes, people change, friends come and go...



But then I guess that's the reason why we have best friends.


Not "Best friends" like how some people put it, they say that you're their "best friend" but all they treat you as is someone they can turn to when all their real friends ditch them.

"Best friend" in a sense of someone you can really trust, talk to, nonsensical or not...

Someone who understands the way you talk and what you say and doesn't misunderstand you most of the times.

Someone who probably knows whats going on in your life and what's wrong.

Someone who has fought and argued with you alot, because these are the things which eventually strengthens the bonds.


But oh well, some people can only dream.


I guess it's time to be the one instead of looking for the one.