I wish you were gone.

Dang. I wish my parents were still back at Aussie.


They're still as annoying as ever.


Oh well, they're my parents. What to do...



I still haven't broken through those "chains" yet. And no, my grammar isn't recovering yet.


I'm still having issues with constructing full sentences without using any Manglish or broken English.


I sleep more now, but I'm still having issues with keeping alert during class. It annoys me that I only get tired during the important subjects. Talking about school, the end year exam timetable for the Form 4's just shows how uncaring and ignorant of the student life the school board is.

First of all, our end years are pulled so forward, and it's extended till one month long. It forces teachers to screw experiments and rush their syllabuses as fast as they can. Students will then have a hard time paying attention and tuition teachers can't help because they're job was never to go faster than the teachers, but to make sure what the school teacher has taught them is implanted in the students brain.

Secondly, the way the time table was made and extended was so that we had a one week long break in between the exams while the Form 3's are going to have their PMR. Problem is, they separated the subjects so that there will not be any subject that is fully completed in the first half of the end terms. For example, we pure science students will be having our Biology p1 on the first half, and p2 after the break. And it just so happens that EVERY subject is made this way so that we students won't have our burdens eased.


And our exams happen RIGHT AFTER the two week long Raya holidays, which of course is rather painful to us students because most of us won't have enough time to study. (Well excluding the bottom few art stream students, it really makes me jealous sometimes to see them partying all day long without worrying about anything at all...)




So dear school board, thanks alot for making our lives so much worse.


And oh wait, to those who say that we get to party longer after our end terms. We can't.

Teachers will still be conducting all the missed experiments and they'll be finishing up the chapters that have not been finished. For some odd reason, the syllabus leaves out one chapter for nearly every subject, almost as if they wanted us students to suffer this badly...






And oh yes, some of us do have lives, and we do have other things to worry about.



I'm planning some "studies" to cover some ground that I lost in the apologetics department while I was slacking all this while.

I have two pages of e-mails to read and two books.



It will be enlightening though.




Emotional problems?

What can I do? It seems that every time I pick myself back up something else hits me down.


I'm either in the process of getting stronger or dying.