Day 3 '

Yes , its day 3 after camp and my quitting of DOTA , alot of people have been asking me why i quitted , its addictive , it destroys friendships , its a waste of time .

CMY started scolding me today for quitting Dota , i got persecuted by my friend ?


Anyway , putting that aside , im finding new friends , the Barnabas types , the group of friends i hang out with now , i got influenced by them , bad influence , i wasnt strong enough .

I thank you WeiXian for introducing me to CbC , they are bunch of nice people , even though some of them arent really that friendly , but im much worst . If i hadnt came to this youth camp , i think i would not be a believer anymore , if i did not attend cell , i wouldnt know anything much about him.

and lastly , back at my old church , the elder people never fail to scare me , i got "strangled" in church by a form 5-er in the OPEN by my sister's friend . How awesome is that ??? . The strangest thing is that no one bothered about me , but here , the elder people are reall nice people , their wise and they dont bully me lah.. lol .

Things about me which i want to change :
Stop my gossiping completely , especially when it comes to teachers .
Get rid of my "zhloa" disease
Be fluent in my english
Is having a low self-esteem good or bad ?
Stop being arrogant and self-centered
MY negativity...it hurts
To be closer to him