I just read a few blogs recently , i was bored , unable to sleep and finished quarreling with my sister which ended up to become a really funny debate .
I read the blogs of a few friends and of their families , and i was shocked , a child of god , suffering from a bad family background , and that person ? Friendly , god-loving and god-fearing . This just leads to the question " If there truly was a loving and caring god , why would his people suffer ?"
Frankly speaking , that question almost costed me my faith , but the thing is , people always ask "WHERE ARE YOU GOD WHEN I NEED YOU !?" but actually , he did not leave us , we left him .
Back to that friend of mine . I just admire the amount of faith that person has , to praise god even with so much trouble , to praise him in the storms .
The worst thing i ever suffered was... was... actually , getting scolding by my dad ?
This really touched me , reminds me of the song give thanks .
God has really blessed me , i was just too blind to see that , and what do i do with this blessing ?
Sure , i have this "fire" to spread the gospel sometimes , but when the time comes , not even in real life but in a chatroom with a friend , i failed him .
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