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When i was Form 1 , I just entered the school , you brought your friends to tease me . I persevered .

In Church , I was so happy that it would be my first day at Youth , but you had to encourage your friends to gossip about me . I persevered .

Form 2 , you did the same , only stating that I was younger and that I stepped into YOUR life . Thus elaborating the fact that i was an "Accident" .

In church , the second year , I could not stand you and your friends anymore , my CG members would be telling you everything I say , i Ran . Joined a new church , where i met real people .

Form 3 , I just realized that I cant run anymore , I stood my ground , but yet again , you just HAD to have a post in CF and start pulling me down . You made me think that CF is a lousy place with so many hypocrites in it . And today , You told me that the CF has Invisible Rules , just like an Assassin Guild . And next , you want to come to my new church , and start spreading stuff about me there , i have to run... again .


You could be worshiping for Cf with all your voice , lifting up hands and let your emotions run , and yet , right after that , you could be in the car , gossiping so badly with your friend , and swearing so much .


I LOVE YOU .

You ruined my life .






Where Am I ?
Who Am I ?


Emotional breakdown in progress .

I'm trying to hold on to you Lord , if i let go . My life....