Thursday, February 12, 2009

I will .

It's amazing , i had a little thought of leaving Him in my most depressed moments , i shook it off , and begged for his mercy , later on , wanted to go to SBL with Kavin and Chin Seng , on the way there , there was this SUV which blocked my view of the other lane , the lights were green , as i was walking side by side to Kavin on the narrow lane , i lifted my hands to tell the SUV "Thank you " for letting us cross , oblivious to a car coming up from the other lane , i just walked ahead , Kavin reacted fast , grabbed my hand just moments before a red Proton Saga passed by , the lady looked like one of my teachers and was smiling at me and waving her fingers .

It's just amazing .

I decided to lay down a few rules from yesterday onwards .




1. I will not share my doubts/problems with anyone from the church , you know how annoying atheist's are with their questions . I'm just creating unnecessary problems for them . Sorry JJ .

2. Never think about leaving him who has loved me , had mercy for me , died on the cross for me .

3.Try and love my friends no matter who they are , whatever they did .

4.Pretend not to have a sister .

5.Forget about my dreadful past .

6.Appreciate my friends .

7.Run....Back to him .


I'm sorry , JJ , Jeremy , Deb , Andrew , Jhiven and the others , for my complaints about how life sucks , for my ungratefulness . Thank you guys .

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