Where your blood was shed for me .

There's no greater love than this .

Woke up arguing with my father . Went to church angry , there was only 7 youths who was not of the worship team that were present for the morning session . Had lunch at Little Bowl with Kheng , Benji and Cj .

I'm so confused lately . Whether it's about the Christian denominations ,whether it's the dilemma of speaking in Tongues , whether it's my English just fading away all of a sudden , whether it's my blur-ness , whether it's about HER... Many more...All these thoughts are just playing in my head lately . . .

I had a dream yesterday , it might have something to do with my prayers OR something that happened yesterday that influenced this . It was about HER , getting real mean on me , being super unfriendly , and going to a distant place for some camp or trip . . . It could be someone telling me that she ain't the one OR it could be just me. . .


I have no idea why...People at the church are starting to be kinda unfriendly all of a sudden . . . Sigh...maybe it's just me .