Lifted on high from death to life . . .

Hi readers , I just got back from Church ! Why do I sound so joyful ? Because I think the Crush is dying ! Not that SHE's dying , but the stupid infatuation that's distracting me so much and causing me confusion . It's still there , but I'm starting to get over it !


Crushes . . . Almost everybody has them , the truth about crushes though , is that it ALWAYS hurts (inside joke =D ) . We keep thinking whether that person who we're crushing on is the "ONE" but it just ends up dying and then we fall for someone else , and the cycle repeats itself until we really find someone .

We'll , I forgot which preacher said this , but if we make a list of what to expect in that special person promised by HIM , and ignore all the other minor crushes . In the end though , you have to understand that nobody is perfect , and you have to expect flaws in that special person .

Here's my "List" :
-God-loving (loving him kao kao , more than me )
-Non-polluted mind (We all know how corrupted girls are these days . . . )
-Kind personality
-Tolerant( to tolerate all the crap I say sometimes . . )
-Intelligent
-Loyal
-Cute/pretty ! ( The soft spot for cute-ness...oh no...)


Well , it's gonna be hard finding someone like this , but it's just to make sure I don't get distracted by them crushes again . Anyway , we shouldn't look for the right person , we have to BE the right person . Ps. Julie said that .