I'm just feeling so confused these days , whether it's because of the crush , whether it's because of the explosive amounts of homework and projects . . .I really don't know . Here I am at my computer , being able to do anything I want on it , of course , with rationality . I've always been longing for this moment during the weekdays , but now , there's just something not filled inside of me...
Maybe SHE likes me back too , sure , the chances of that are quite slim...Oh who am I kidding , that would never happen . ANYWAY , IF that happens , how would I feel ? Like the computer ? Longing for something , and getting it in the end , yet feel unsatisfied with it ? Gosh this sucks .
A few things are on my mind right now . Obviously , SHE can't get out of my head , my PMR examination and all the projects . . . It's not that I'm uber depressed like last time , it's just that there's too many things on my mind right now to think about anything!
I don't believe that I skipped CG for this , CG is really encouraging...not at the moment though . Poor Ivan , who knows how much pain he's gone through , and yet he tries his best to be a good example to us , the kids .
Infatuations suck , it's like you know how a super sad movies is gonna end , and yet you secretly hope that there would be a twist in the story...
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