You knew me .

If I loved him , I would've kept his commandments .
If I loved him , I wouldn't be depressed .
If I loved him , I would have went to Church .
If I loved him , I would have attended CF , not taking into account any discouragements , because HE is the greatest encouragement .
If I loved him , I wouldn't have teased and looked down on so many people .
If I loved him , I would've done so many things that I should've done .
If I loved him , I wouldn't do so many things that I shouldn't have done .


Sigh ,.