As I look up to the heavens .

Thank you .

Yesterday was really weird . I mean , I had no mood at all throughout the week for some weird reason . Yesterday , I was hyper-angry after recess ? Why ? Ask Cj the great .

Okay look , Recess Revo is Christians being Christians right ? What's a Christian without Christ ? So basically we have to try our best to be "Christ-like" . However , for this weeks recess revo , we were supposed to help put the bowls into the buckets for people who didn't after they finished eating , it WAS supposed to be a school rule , but no one follows it . Until a bunch of Cfers started randomly collected used bowls , plates and cups and placed it where it should have been . Then yesterday , Cj the great decided to ask everyone to STOP-WORK . Why? Apparently , he thinks that everyone is taking an advantage of us , and NOT placing their used bowls or plates into the pales , just they they did even BEFORE we started . He thinks that THEY'RE not following our example .
But wait , being "Christ-like"...
I mean , Jesus would have knew that there would be people taking an advantage of his grace right ? I know the most of us did . And yet , he still did it . Let's see , wasn't there a verse that said that we have to serve others ? I mean , I don't mind being their slaves for recess , in fact , it kinda feels good when the Kakak's start giving you awkward and surprised looks . Getting questioned by some people about what we're doing is even better . (Although I didn't give a perfect answer sometimes) . So if recess revo is meant to be "Christ-like" , maybe we should start serving others and hope for the best , and not giving up when they don't react the way we want them to .

I officially have NOTHING to do with Kavindran . We're not enemies . But I just decided to cut all connections with him . He has been stabbing me ENOUGH .
And no , she isn't emo , she didn't burn her own face . -.-

Yesterday was emo . I didn't want to attend Cf yesterday , I went up there for 10 minutes , and decided to come back down to lepak with Chin Seng , Andrew and Melvin . Daniel Joseph wasn't supposed to be there cause he was grounded . And supposedly She wasn't going since when it started , Chin Seng told me that she was still in the canteen . Lagi no mood . Then , Jack came down , and he was really serious about dragging me up there , so I went lah...

I stood at the at the back of everyone , trying to hide in a corner . I didn't feel like singing . Rachel Cheng then emo-ed with me . Half way through worship , Pn Julie , whom I assumed was still mad at me because....read my very very first post . Then , she greeted me . And she made an announcement later on , which sounded like she was talking about me . THEN , I spotted... :) Did she teleport here or something ? And guess what ?! DANIEL JOSEPH CAME ! HE SANG REAL GOOD TOOO ! Huey wern danced too . Okay , the past few events might have been just a mere coincidence , but what happened next really blasted me . What Wai Yan and Jack shared , was so relevant to what I'm facing now , as in , almost as if God was speaking through them to my face . I mean , the other leaders shared things in relevance too , but Wai Yan's was just....BOOM . Then , CF ended late , I thought my cranky transporter would have left since I told her to come at 2 30 , and it was 2 43 . When I went out , she was there waiting (Which is amazing for her , really . )

I doubt that these were just mere coincidences ... He really loves us does he ?

:)



Fine . Time to admit , I still like you . Yes , I said like instead of crush now . Actually , I like you a lot . :)

I did not just type that...

Okay maybe I did .

ANYWAY . Pn Ernice has been asking Huey Wern about whom I like . Which could've got pretty awkward if she found out . Thank you Huey Wern for not saying anything...

Oh well , going over to Casey's house for MhFU .

I think I got influenced by her . Seriously , I don't remember smiling so much . :)


Taekwondo was AWESOME today . I was the only yellow 2 , so I practiced Taegeuk 2 in peace . AND , we had sparring !

A spiritual wilderness . When will the "40 years" be over ? I won't stop walking .

:)

Oh gee , I really have to stop it with the smilies . :(

Oops I did it again ! :)

Sheesh .


Oh yeah . Dominic invited to me to this thing called ummm SIC Youth Rally ? He promises the experience to be LIFE-Changing , and that I would be a "Better person" after attending this...Wow...First time hearing a Camp being so sure about their outcomes .