As I gaze into your holiness .

I give up . I give up .

Enough of trying to be someone who's not me .

I have ENOUGH of buying in to Satan's lies . Enough .

The amount of confusion that I'm going through right now , the amount of emo-ness that I'm facing right now . It's all because I bought into his lies . Father of lies ...

I need GOD . Have I drifted away too far away from him this time ? But I can't escape his love now can I ?

I've always thought that I was the only one getting influenced . But turns out , some people are adopting my really bad habits now .... oh boy...

I'm sorry for what I said in my previous post . Especially to you . I was deprived of my sleep AND I was so emo...

I actually emo-ed during cell today . (Which is scientifically impossible here in the Ambactus cell )

Then the question hit me . Why am I emo-ing anyway?

Seriously , there's too much to talk about .

People need the lord . I need him weih . The thing that kills me the most is just plain uncertainty .

Boom time . Yes boom . I haven't got touched deep down in a VERY VERY VERY long time . I'm serious . The only time I teared was when my Grandmother passed away . Nothing else . I felt like breaking down so BADDD in Cf camp , but my sister came and prayed for me , then my mind wandered off....

Okay . PMR . It's time weih . Oops , Taekwondo grading is on the first of August . I HAVE TO GET MY GREEN BELT .

Wow , why am I having mood swings ?

I wanna be like Ivan .


wow , where did that come from ?

We loveeee IVAN!!!

okay.....What's wrong with me ?

Weeeeeeee.

oh boy...


WOIH CUT IT OUT LAH.

Okay ... ANYWAY . I managed to get some sleep yesterday . Sleeping had never felt so good....

Last post of the week . Bye bye .

WHERE DID THAT COME FROM .

I'm the only guy in the world that has mood swings...oh no .


Weeeee love Ivaannnn!!!


Oh gosh .