Thunder .

Thunder is the sound lightning makes .



Decided to go for cell today . It was drizzling when I was preparing to leave , so I thought it would stay that way .

I grabbed an umbrella and made my way to church .

Little did I know that it was about to pour heavily , thus causing my jeans and my shoes to be completely drenched .

It was kinda hard to walk because of that .


Today's sermon was about honoring thy parents , something I really ought to do right now...

I are guilty !

Too lazy ?

I was supposed to have grading today . But I missed it due to several reasons . First I thought that my diaorhea(or however you spell it) was still there , unfortunately , it went away when I woke up...at 11 .

I also failed to sleep as insomnia strikes me at the weirdest times ...



So if the registration for the Broga camp is closed , then forget it , I'm not going .


Guitar lessons later on .


Then youth celebration . . .


So moodless to do anything .




Do I really have to go through this ? Sigh .

Oh sweet serenity .

It's quiet again .


I can finally , focus .


I'm finally listen to music .

Wow .


So many things to do , so little time .


So many epic failed plans .


I've always thought that things would be so much more easier after PMR . But I got it wrong . Sadly , things seem to get worse after PMR , well , only when you're like me , a person who sits lifelessly infront of the computer daily .


And then there's the mood swings along with my temper . I kinda did something mean to my parents today , and I hurt my father... Shoot . Then I do remember losing my sanity for awhile , thus causing me to say rather retarded stuff to Danush .

Believe it or not , I haven't gotten the name 'papers' ready for Sunday's preteen games . I am not even fully prepared for the upcoming Taekwondo exam coming this Saturday !

So I read the 'Our Daily Bread' devotional for today . I read about a few middle-aged men spending alot to find a car that they used to own in their youth . So I thought that it would have something to do with seeking false stuff and stuff like that . But I was wrong , turns out , today's devotional tells us that value is in the eyes of the beholder . They started writting about how the Pharisees and Scribes would condemn Jesus for 'Hanging out' with the 'Sinners' , people who were despised by their societies . But Jesus then tells parables of lost things being found , each parable tells of the anguish of losing , the efforts of searching and the joy of finding . It kinda tells us that if we're lost right now , God is looking for us .


Really right time for that .

Going Crazy .

I'm going crazy .


After everything .


Just tell me one thing that can make me smile ?


I only feel like talking to three people right now .


Ivan (He's busy ) , Daniel Joseph (He has SPM ) , and HER (She's the only one at my age who would understand) It's just too bad I don't dare to approach her .

Fed up .

Okay , so I went to Ben's house for a PSP party . Sadly it wasn't as great as last year since I hacked MH .

Then we went over to FJ's house to play Uncharted 2 . The game isn't as good as they say it is , well in my own opinion though .


Makan-ed with Ben then went home .


Apparently my sister forgot to tell my parents ? So I parents got worried and I forsee a lecture coming when they return home .

Oh joy...


I don't wanna have anything to do with this anymore....I don't seem to have the will to do anything anymore... I feel like giving up on everything , Taekwondo , Basketball .... I just feel like dropping everything and just stay at home sleeping . But where can I find my rest ? Where ?

I failed over and over and over again in nearly every single damn thing I do .


Maybe I should just... give up ?

Wattacrap?

Wttcrappp?!!


I hate this .


I seriously do .

I DO NOT REMEMBER DISCLOSING ANYONES NAME .


I ALSO DO REMEMBER TELLING YOU NOT TO TELL ANYONE .


I've done enough trying to help the both of you .


I guess this is what you get for trying to help friends .

Bull .

I'm almost never appreciated or even thanked . I'm used to that but when I get scolding instead for stuff that I don't remember doing?!!


BOOM .


I've nearly reached my boiling point .

So PLEASE .


First I get blamed for something I don't recall doing/saying that supposedly happened ...hmm lets see... a week ago ?

Second , I get blamed for being TOO NICE (WTH RIGHT?).









Perfect . Just perfect .




A fine example of how wonderful some of our friends can get.

Boom boom pow .

I'm gonna Baka myself .


BAKA!


I don't know what I told who was untrue .

But what?!!!


Who and what ?!


Oh gosh .


I don't feel like having anything to do with THEM anymore .




I suck as a friend , and I'm going to accept that .

Afterall , I'm a Level 6 Paladin !

Existence .

So I did a last minute visit to that LYN thread .

And more replies , most not refering to me but one .


Apparently I just reallized that Atheists do not really embrace the fact that Evolution really happened , they simply , accept the possibility of it .

Then how do we really came into existence ? Sheesh man...


Anyway , the forums there can get rather one sided with very little real fair people that you could talk to .


It's kinda surprising when I found out that most Malaysians are starting to denounce God and such...


I also learned how much I need to study the scripture , along with doing general research , as these stuff are of my interest . LOL .

The same thing over and over again .

So I decided to wake up early today .

And I wanted to check the LYN forums for info about the upcoming game : "Borderlands" .


Then I stumbled upon the oh so famous "Believers Vs Non-Believers" thread .

I decided to join into the debate and ...

then I really found out that NO ONE had the perfect answer .


It was a ... paradox .

What happened today was definitely a warning to me that I HAVE to research and study scripture more .

I might be able to understand about the Atheistic world now , but when it comes to the Bible's credibility along with the other religions ...

Multiple problems .

Everyone has problems . It's just whether they disclose it or not .

For me , I do have a problem with having multiple personalities at one shot .


I seem to act and talk differently with different groups of people . This problem can get really serious sometimes and it has caused me an identity crisis . I don't really know which one is the real me anymore...

Oh boy oh boy .

So I overslept...


Alright it's like 5 40 in the evening and I'm still without lunch ...

And I have to head over the music school for guitar lessons soon ...

I'd better be quick .


UPDATE : I FORGOT . My lessons were at 6 . SORRY ZHE XIAN ! ! ! ! !


Dammit .

My last day .

So today is most probably my last day in School as a Form 3-er .


After handing in my Streaming form along with my SPBT books (Thanks Jo for helping me out) .


I went to the hall and unlike almost every other Form 3 student who were playing with board games , Chinese Chess etc. , I was there...rotting . Literally .


Gavin was teasing me that night about me not seeing HER for too long . But I don't feel much . Of course I feel happy to see her but , I think I can actually live with not seeing her for long periods of time without even thinking about it . Yay .


And so I've been checking Facebook lately , and I learned something from Phei Fern...


I srsly BENCI some people there . Sheesh .



Things to do this week :

Get a copy of Borderlands .
Get ready for the preteen games this sunday .
Send CMY my address .

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Tomorrow is probably my last day of school .



YAY .



Oh well , Hopefully borderlands launches tomorrow , so that I can drop by TSB to grab my copy of it right after Guitar class.

Forgiving what I've done .

Oh wow , I missed school again .

But I think my sister's friend is helping me to get my Form from Pn Ernice for me .

Thanks my sister's friend !


Life is getting rather pointless now , without any exams , without school ...

Well I know that there's a reason to live , but I just feel like it's always the same thing over and over again .


It's...DOTA ... DOTA .... and more DOTA .


Well I'd better start joining the Academy by November and start waking up early not to go to school but for...MORNING JOGS !

lol .

Baka .

Liverpool is going against Manchester United at Anfield today .


:O


Will they prevail ?


I don't know .


Should I go to school tomorrow ? Since my hair is kinda long...


Oh well , I shall do it for the sake of my STREAMING !

Fruit .

I went to church !


And I realized that my situation is worse than it seems .


Don't wanna talk about it .


Had a debate with Huey Lin ?


Why am I defending the Catholics arr ?
I don't really know , but I guess it's because I know some things too .


I think I have to dig deeper into Catholicism . Samantha , come online xD .

OWHOWHOWH !

Marco's pizza wasn't as good as I thought .


While the Borderlands reviews were awesome !

Still ?

Alright , so Zhe Xian taught me "Still" today .

It's pretty alright , but the only sad part is my strumming patterns along with that darn F chord . (F as in seriously F , you know , the chord that looks like an E but it's Barred ? I'm not swearing)

I can't Barre !

I think I'm alright with Amazing Grace , though I need alot more of practice to call it my first song learnt .

So I'm eating Durian now...


Lol , Durian's are nice .

Starfield ?

Everything's a little alright now .
Well , I didn't go for Tkd today , which means that I might not be able to take my Grading .
I still feel angry at a certain someone though .

Another day without CellGroup , well , that's because I'm not going for Choir lol .

I'm serious ! I can't sing !



Guitar lessons at 1:30 .

Friends ? Wait wait wait . So you're saying that you expect people to be PERFECT for you when you yourself are a self-centered and arrogant narcissist ... Hmmmm... Let's see , does that sound fair ? I think not

New divide ?

New layout .


Alright , I'm back to normal . Finally calmed down . With the help of Dota and a few Dota buddies . And someone special...thanks for being so nice . As usual...


Well here's my whole verdict on the situation :-
1.I overreacted , because obviously my future couldn't possibly hanging on this one day only .
2.Never stray too far away from HIM .
3.Have nothing to do with narcissists .



Look Rachel (Cheng) ,
I'm downright serious . The more friends you lose the more enemies you make , if this goes on you're screwed .

overreacted .

So yeah , I overreacted -.-


I just can't seem to take anymore shit in .

I'm not even gonna try being nice anymore .


Until I finally catch a hold of myself .


People always want to get on my bad side ,
so here we are .

as the minutes go by .

So I just found out that I was allowed to go late for the Lecture .

Shit .


Everyone got forms .


So I tried asking one of my friends to photostat it for me .


I really don't mind if he didn't wanna help ,
but what did I end up with ?


Getting scolding .



I'm already emotionally scarred , depressed , and emo , and people just LOVE to drop rocks into the well .


WTH . Very fun isit now ?



Forget it .


If I don't enter pure science , I'm going to another school .




Update : So I called Pn Ernice . She told me that I can get my form on Monday , then I can pass it up on Tuesday . Hopefully I don't oversleep again .

I'm just so pissed that I didn't go late , and argued about it too .

If I ceased to exist...

I wouldn't have to try so hard trying to prove myself worthy to friends in the higher-up classes...

If I ceased to exist ,

I wouldn't have to try so hard and in the end find out that all my work was for nothing .


If I ceased to exist ,

I wouldn't have to be taken advantage of almost every single time .


If I ceased to exist ,

I wouldn't have to have almost every single girl that I ever liked to think of me as annoying just because I can't be myself infront of them .

If I ceased to exist ,

I wouldn't have to go through depressing times , sad times , with NO ONE there for you .





I can't take it anymore...

Hate .

This morning , 6A.M. .

My usual time to wake up .


My two alarm clocks rang . I woke up , I snoozed one of them , and silenced the other .

My Mom was also supposed to make sure that I be awake by 6:30

But it all failed .


I got around 10 warnings from teachers and friends yesterday itself saying that whoever who does not attend todays streaming lecture , won't be able to choose your stream .



And despite all of this , my dad still has the nuts to scold me and ask me to go to school when the lecture has already finished .



What now ? All my hard work is pointless now .


I just feel like jumping a building .

Oh sweet serenity .

I've finally got back to my senses .

First and foremost .

I'm gonna start with . . .


nothing .

You know .


Today was close .


I almost EFFED at people .


My sister just wanted to make me do it this time .


My "domestic helper" also makes me feel like ...


My patience is running thin ...



Oh .


Carmen , stop going to chow kit road if you don't wanna be slashed by Marn keong again ah !


LOL

A beautiful disaster .

Genting .

We all met at school at around 7.30A.M.

Left school at around 8 .

It only took the bus 1 hour to reach our destination as our bus was a "high-powered" bus . First , we dropped our luggages at the hotel lobby , then we went out and play .

I tagged along Gavin's group .

The rides that I sat on were :
Flying coaster .
Space shot .
Rolling thunder .
Flume ride .
Bumper cars .
Cyclone .
Super tobagen .

The rides were the only fun part of the whole trip .


Because to me .


The CF gang were being too much of a clique . And yes , I'm being open about this .
Especially when someone complained to me today about them making us wait for Snow World .

Someone even told me :" Aren't they supposed to be friendly and making friends?"

I can take the blame for that . . . But going in an army of humans wearing CF camp T-shirts , doing nearly everything together is just...

And wow .


This whole trip was filled with backstabbings , backstabbings and ffk's .

I thought all of you were friends . But I never imagined that it was actually like...this ?

It seems that forgiveness isn't in some of your vocabularies...

It just sucks being listening to both sides of the story and not being allowed to say anything . When both sides are clearly misunderstanding each other .


One positive I learned from the trip is that tolerance is a blessing .

I can get angry pretty fast . But today I nearly blew it .

I'm already trying my best(or so I think) to control my temper and to tolerate some nonscence people throw at me when I'm already so depressed . And you know what ? People still want to take advantage of this...

Well . Overall I still learned something .

One . When you're around 8 stories above the ground and know that you're about to fall vertically ... SCREAM !

And another , is that some friends can be such a pain in the ASS sometimes . But aren't we all to one another ?

Espada .

Right .
So I said some stuff by accident to tick an already agitated JoJo off .

Screw myself .

I don't feel like ...


I don't have any emotions ?!


WHAT?!


Why am I not excited for Genting...


Maybe it's because...






UGHHH !



Dota isn't helping anymore .



Basketball isn't helping anymore...


Music isn't helping anymore . . .




The void. . .






I feel unworthy to talk to Ivan...
All of a sudden eh ?

A post for you .

Why do you have to be so nice ?

I've been trying to just think negatively about everything but you're still so... nice .


You're such a wonderful friend .

I just regret falling for you .


On a lighter note . . .

I just got back from my first Guitar lesson from Zhe Xian at Creative Rhythm .
I was thought the Verse for Amazing Grace (My Chains are gone) .


I still suck.



lol]

Operation Auca .

So I was browsing through the internet ...
Then I found out info about N5156H , or Operation Auca . It was shocking.

Operation Auca was an attempt by five missionaries from the US to preach the gospel to the Huaorani people in the rainforests of Ecuador . The five of them were : Jim Elliot, Nate Saint, Ed McCully, Peter Fleming, and Roger Youderian .

With intentions of being the first to evangelize the previously unreached Huaorani tribe , they started dropping gifts and stuff . One day , the missionaries established a settlement a few miles away from the Huaorani settlement , but their efforts came to an end on January 8th 1956 , when a group of Huoarani warriors attacked them and speared them .

The deaths of the men caused the missionary efforts in the United states to be aroused to awareness .

Nononono , that wasn't the shocking part...this was :

Several years after their deaths , the widow of Jim Elliot , Elisabeth along with the sister of Nate Saint , Rachel (Along with the SIL international) went back to Ecuador to live among the Huaorani . They eventually led to the conversion of many , including some of the warriors who killed the men .


Touching isn't it ?


References : Wikipedia . http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Operation_Auca

Insomnia .

What I told Danush in the car came true .
I couldn't sleep till 3 .
Even though I was dead tired .


So I didn't go to school .

My wisdom tooth hurts , and my left eye is bengkak for some reason .

I was still thinking about yesterday .

Well I really hope I didn't kill the mood for anybody .


When will I ever learn ? I made that mistake once , and now I'm making it again . When will I fully understand that even if I get to LVL200 in Maplestory , Play WOW and Achieve everything , own people in Dota ... I still won't be satisfied fully . These things only brought me momentary happiness , but I pursued it ... Instead of the one thing that brought me life .

Sigh .

Well , went to The Curve / Ikano 1 hour earlier before the others .


Was told to wait infront of Popular .
Then I was told to head back to the Southern Entrance of The Curve .
Met up with Danush and Rachel there .

It was supposed to be a surprise for Li Yen , however she was dropped at the entrance before the any of us could gather . So yeah .

Vivo .

It was a long table .
Thank goodness Christian and David came .
So we talked . Talked . Laughed . Eat .
Right before everyone came me and David went down to get some gifts for Li Yen .
I got her a Nike Bottle . (Do you know how awkward it is to walk into the Nike Women's store and put a purple bottle on the cashier ? )
Dinner . I didn't really talk much .

Actually I didn't talk much at all .


I know how David feels .

I'm sorry if I kinda spoilt the mood for some of you guys , but I just had some things in my mind that I forgot to clear up before going there .

David and Christian left early .

So I spent 1 hour , watching people taking pictures , enjoying themselves (Which I enjoyed doing) . But I didn't say much .

Because I felt so...


Depressed .


Weird .

Everyone kinda like had a partner for this party . Well , poor David . I really have to talk to him .

Should I go to school tomorrow ? I don't know...


I do know that I owe Rachel RM9 .

No small change that time .


See , unable to contruct a single sentence again .


ARGHHH .



I really can't smile anymore can I ?

My heart has grown cold . . .

I feel like I've let JoJo down...I've let Ivan down... and stuff...


Somehow I just don't know why .


So yeah , I found out that I am most likely going to ace my history and geography . Which I had never aced before , other than high B's though .

Still , I don't feel...Happy .


I got a new Basketball .

Still not happy .


Guess Hardcore gaming IS bad for you huh ?


In case most of you haven't noticed . I've been finding it hard to construct long sentences and smile again lately . . .


Weird...







I will always remember the thought of walking with the Lord on the seaside ,
I always saw two sets of footprints in the sand...

But when I was in fear , down , depressed , anguished , anxious , in need of help , I only saw one pair of footprints .

So I looked to the Lord and told him :" Lord , I don't get it . You promised to be with me even through fire , but now it LOOKS as if you've abandoned me..."


The Lord replied me :" The times when you only see one set of footprints in the sand...were the times when I was carrying you " - Footprints in the sand . Author -Forgot ?

Enfeeble !

Today , I shall blog about... Team playing in Dota !


The custom designed map made by IceFrog(or Guinsoo?) named Defence of the Ancients , or more commonly known to us as Dota today , is a Warcraft 3 : TFT map that is famous and played around the world .

One of the most important aspects of Dota that has to be noted is the fact that it's meant to be a Team game , it's not really meant for 1v1's . (That's to all the people who won't stop saying "Come!1v1" ) . However , Team games can get kinda ugly when just one person screws up , because in Dota , it's all about mistakes . For example , not denying a single creep and allowing your opponent to take the last hit is one mistake , and everyone usually makes that mistake...and not just once , but alot . So the winner is probably the team who makes the LEAST mistakes in the game .

During team play , there's usually a "leader" (Usually not selected , but that person just has the right qualities and knows when to step in) , who sets up ganks , pushes , and stuff like that . . Like I said earlier , things get ugly when one person screws up , for example: I stunned a hero late , thus allowing that hero to escape . That usually leads to an uproar from the teammates , causing them to scold , swear , cuss , and stuff like that .

But what people keep forgetting is that when you lose a Team game , you usually can't blame just one person (It might be a whole different story in Dota though , but just take it as an example that the person being solely "responsible" for the loss of the team only made a few mistakes) But sadly , that's how it is in Dota .
People , when they lose , will naturally find some excuse for their defeat , like : "My keyboard something wrong" "I no mood today" "That noob feed!" .
Though in reality , you lost , means you lose . Also , do remember that if you play as a team , you win as one , and you lose as one (That means that there's no crap saying stuff like "I farmed the most Gold in the game , or I killed the most !!" ) Again , you lose means you lose .

Did I make any sense ? Probably not .

My English is deteriorating horribly .

Real horribly .

Oh how my heart has grown cold .

Didn't go to church today...again .

Wait , did I go last week ?

Well my Computer finally finished updating itself , I for one slept during the process .

Guess what ? I have to reDL and Reinstall WoW .

I deleted almost every single game from my computer , yes every single one . Except WC3 .

And that only gives me arnd 30gb of free space .

So now I have 50GB of free space left . After deleting nearly every single thing of mine .

My Dad and my sister nearly killed the computer , and when I fix it , I get blamed for it .


The reason why I liked you was because you never failed to care about the people around you , you were once my friend before I liked you , and I fell for you because of the way you talked to me and stuff . But now , it's as if I'm not your friend anymore...so . yeah .

Never trusting myself ?

I had to reinstall Windows Vista today after it crashed yesterday .

And in my abscence ... some stuff happened . Which kinda sucks ?


I'm drawing further and further away from THE ONE again .
This probably explains the emptiness I'm starting to feel even AFTER PMR .
I just don't know what to say . . .


My feelings are suffacting me , why ? Because instead of liking someone I know that won't feel the same way about me back , this time , it's quite simple yet complicated :"Who I like ah ?"

I seem to have forgotten , yes FORGOTTEN , while being so stressed up during PMR .

Somehow , I feel as if I have failed everyone of my friends...everyone of them .

Oh great.

I pissed him off .
I think I pissed his her off .
I was like a total retard while talking to her .


After PMR blues eh...

Vista .

Why is my "domestic helper" so...ugh .

She has this body odor that can't be washed away , and it stinks like crap , and it also stinks my T-shirt .

and then , she has brains , but she doesn't know how to use them . (Believe me , other than my father , I've been tolerating most of her ignorance ...)

And she still has time to sing in the shower and look up on entertainment magazines...

WOW .


So I'm STILL downloading World of Warcraft , and I have around 6hours + till it's finished ? (Not bad for a 6.5GB file...) Current progress (3.0GB/6.5GB)

I'm so darn bored (Even with Maple and Dota as an option now)
I'm gonna ask Ben to see whether they're having any PSP gatherings again . . .

And I still can't contact KK . I wanna join the Academy T.T



OMGOSHHH ! THE PAIN CAUSED BY A WISDOM TEETH

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

What's wrong with me these days....

Being still .

Wow , it's 10 , and my Mom hasn't returned from her Dinner .


I'm downloading World Of Warcraft now , while listening to some music .


Life has been pretty bumpy lately , but hey . . . Life isn't simple , nor is it that complicated .

I'm still waiting for the PSP parties , Paintball outings , Genting trips and such . . .


I've lost interest (For now...) in long posts for now , so I'll go simple .


I'm feeling empty again...Well , I know why . . .

Dearly Beloved .

Wow . Let's lol at the title !


Nothing much happened today .


Sigh , o wells , time to Maple .


I'll probably meet more realistic people there...

The trainquility of the night .

It's 1:46A.M. in the Morning right now .


Gaming doesn't satisfy me at all . . .


Outings . Hmm , 6C reunion this Sunday at Cinileisure .


Aiming for paintball with a few friends , and a personal movie-fest .


Now it's time to blog about a topic which I haven't touched for quite sometime now...:

Who I like ah ?


Honestly telling you . I don't think it's anyone right now . Oh hush , most of you all probably have heard about the MOM . Honestly , it doesn't feel like a crush or anything . . . It's just different .
and for once , she was a friend before anything sparkled ! *



Guitar improvements , here I come .
Basketball and Taekwondo , here I come .

It's hard .

Alright . Back from Mini-Celebrations from McD's .


Sheesh man , I know I'm really nice to pick on , and I try my best not to retaliate or whatsoever .
But that doesn't mean that you can take advantage of me .

Sheesh weih .

I know most of the times you all are joking , but PLEASE , for once , consider my feeling alright ?

I'm not a born emotional tanker , I just learn how to live with it .


As I promised , a post about PMR :


Turns out BK021 will be taking our exams in the Classrooms this year .

All the Girls along with 3 guys (Thinesh and Chin Seng...Sigh , of all people , why them ? ) were separated from us .

We were joined with a few Cempaka-ian girls .

Most of them were kinda scary , considering the fact that almost all of them look down on us Dahlians as "Stupid" people who do not care about their studies , well , that's (hopefully) about to change...

English and Science SCARED the crap out of me .

For English , I'm most likely going to get full marks for paper 1 , however , my writing was HORRIBLE .(By my standards) . I forgot to write the Format too . But hopefully I'll still be able to get an A ... Sure my writing is incomparable with Samantha or Dominic (If there's anyone who can rival Eu Liang in his English it would be the both of them ) , or maybe it didn't contain power words unlike what I used to do... But hopefully it's an Malaysian A (Get it ? LOL)

Science , paper 1 , 1 mistake . (Condom or Diaphragm?! ) . Paper 2 was hard , but I think I pulled it off .


Sejarah and Geography ...

WOW ! I circled so many uncertain questions during the exam (20 + ) , and right after the Exams , we discussed answers , and TWICE , it turns out that I only got 6 or 7 wrong for both of the papers ( A little more for History tho ) Thank you Thank you Jesus !


I only had 4 hours of sleep when it was time for Maths and History , but Maths came out easy , Thank you Jesus again .


Kh was alright (Might or might not ace it) , while Chinese...FAIL . haha


All in all , I think my goal of 6A's isn't just another fantasy anymore , it might....might be reachable .

Freedom song !

IT's OVER !!!


I would like to recall so many things that happened during the period of the past 7 days .

But my conclusion would be . . .

GOD ROCKS !!!

Why ?

Because Geography and Sejarah was a miracle !


WOOOO!!!


I got too much to talk about until I don't want to talk about it anymore .






WAGAWAGAWAGAWAGA!!!


I'm GOing CRAZY .


WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!