Saturday, May 8, 2010

Beauty and the beast .

Cell today was quite productive for once...

Dinner was great too .

Orion was down the whole day today , so I only managed to level my DK a little .

I'm going frost , since I'd be able to tank and probably do some PvP with UH as my subspec .


Daniel Jospeh and Elaine are coming back to form 6 on Monday (Hey we lost Pn Chew and Pn Teh for you guys :( ) Yey !

I hate shopping , and yet there are times where you just HAVE to shop .
I haven't cleaned my really smelly hamster cage yet...

We talked about 'friends' today in cell , and I've got to say , I really don't think that I've been a close enough friend to someone like how Jonathan was to David . Sometimes I'm two-faced , sometimes I'm plain childish , sometimes I'm just playing boss and sometimes I'm just so...
Well maybe it's because I don't like hanging out with one particular bunch of people for a long period of time , but generally I do tend to stick around with Danush , PF and the rest of them most of the time... I guess I really do have to bring my pride down and be really more concerned in my relationships with my friends .

I know that I've been diving into the intellectual side of faith , rather than acting it out in anyway . I know that in this process , I've been drawn closer to God , and sometimes in my doubts , its as if I hear a voice telling me :"Hey , you're gonna get through this , I'm getting you ready for something big , hold fast " But faith without action is dead . Another week has gone by , and the past week has indeed taught me something about who Jesus really was . He isn't a fundamentalist Christian who would go about condemning people saying things like "God hates fags" , he wouldn't have imprisoned any scientists or non-believer for discovering something new , he wouldn't have waged a real "Holy War" for financial purposes , he wouldn't have killed fellow believers because they believe in a different baptism tradition....Looking at Church history and looking at who Jesus was... There's such a big gap sometimes. Jesus loved . And I was reminded of the story where an adulterer was brought to him , and yet he said to the people :"Let the one with no sin cast the first rock" . Interestingly enough , if I did live my faith out , if I did at least try to love my friends that way....Things would have been much more different...

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