You all could at least give me some sort of explanation instead of thinking that I was some emotional Iron Man ...
Oh well , you're all right , I should have been used to this ...
Used to be putting on the lower priority list compared to 'someone else' .
I should really cut down on talking about my issues . Because they ARE deep , and when I use the term 'deep' , it refers to things whereby your average layperson would not understand . It sucks to hurt a person whom I held so dearly to get hurt because of my incoherent ramblings and my 'intellectual mood swings' .
Let me get this point out clearly : I do not expect anyone at all , whether you're one of the smartest person I've met of my age like Danush , to understand my issues . We're dealing with around 3 years of reading and researching in scientific and philosophical grounds where things can get REALLY REALLY complicated . Thinking has always made me tired...
I'm in a position where I have no choice but to put a fake mask on my face .
Hold fast . Help is on the way .
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