Went for the CF rally that took place in SMK Assunta today .
Met with the Cfers in Taman Bahagia at 8 and we took the LRT to Taman Jaya . It was raining .
Those with umbrella's walked while me , Yi Shien , Rachel Law and Li Yen took a cab to the school .
We were dropped at the front gate , where a lot of students wearing casual clothes were starring at us because we were in full uniform . We found a way around the school to the back gate , and made our way to the small air-con hall for the rally.
It was about worship , reasonable speaker , straight to the point etc.etc.
Went back and here I am now blogging .
I'm so tired of everything .
Standing up to fight for what I live for is causing me to bleed .
Deep wounds inside me unable to get healed .
No one understands the complexities of my issues .
Those who can wouldn't care .
Those who care wouldn't understand .
Alas I thought I breathed my last ,
but help was on the way ,
asking me to hold fast...
How can I love someone whom I love to hurt ?
Why do I love to hurt her and yet love her at the same time ?
Is it the cry for vengeance that I thought I suppressed long ago ?
Or have I been exposed to the dark side of life , and wanting to hide from the light ?
Here I stand . Epicly confused and destroyed . Beaten and bleeding .
Hear my cry O Lord .
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