Dang I'm being being haunted by my past now...
Realizing that if I give up in one I'll give up the other too.
I cannot live like this. Not for long at least. But I can try.
What would make me feel better? Why not you think, after a year of friendship and countless texts, am I one who is satisfied easily by releasing my tantrum? I mean you'll see me giggling after Zha-ing someone who I thought "deserved" it, but not for long.... And that isn't what I call my tantrum btw.
Reading what you wrote, I can help but to say "That's so you".
Remember how this whole thing started. It started with you slamming the communications button down on me then telling other people the situation in a biased manner. Seriously you of all people should know how easily offended I get when I get misrepresented in anything. After that, YOU started the "shouting". And this time instead of begging you for forgiveness, I "shouted" back.
You now then retort by saying that me releasing my anger on you would make me feel better and you allow that.
Why am I not surprised?
But nevertheless, do what you want, my anger will eventually die down and we'd just be two people who wished that they've never knew each other.
I couldn't care less as I used to anymore.
I won my first MP match on SC2 with a fellow Asian (Singaporean).
YEAH!!!
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