Idiocy.

I know that everyone has their own set of problems, be it relationship issues, issues with time management, issues with material possessions, issues with money and all the sorts.


But you know me, always so free ignoring most of them, but what everyone takes for granted I have a problem with. Believing in that life has its purpose and everything that I stood for.

It's a tiring journey, but occasionally help would come like an angel.


But what happens when no help arrives and you're desolated and empty?
What happens when you're suddenly all alone?

Maybe it's to strengthen me up, but this is getting too painful.


I don't mind doing this alone, though I doubt I can cope any longer...

But what you just did, how you always made me seem so stupid in your presence.
How you were always so short-tempered and you basically get angry at me so easily.

You don't even give me time to talk and I start getting all the blame.

And just because of your own nature, your friends come to your aid and I get more blame.

I hate it when people think that just because they've never heard me shouting at someone, throwing a chair at someone, yelling or swearing my lungs out at someone, I won't do it.

Because believe me I've reached my limit today.


You seem to always expect me to be the one apologizing and reconciling everything when sometimes it's your fault. But really I don't mind doing that unless it seems as if you're taking me for granted. Oh I forgot, you always did.

You appreciated all your friends...but me.

Why am I not surprised...



I guess the whole reason why things never did work out was because we were two very different people with clashing personalities.


I am mad at you.

I don't care how Danush will protect you, if you piss me off at this point I will do things that I vowed never to do to my friends.

No of course I'll still respect your human rights.

But I will treat you like how I treat my sister when she pisses me off.

And it isn't something pleasant.

Imagine my already critical self being pushed to the limit.




Till then, it ends here.


The happy and fun times we had, the laughs and the times when you made me feel like I was so lucky to have a friend like you were not enough to cover up for everything.


You didn't even bother to do anything about this.

Come to think of it you've never ever apologized for anything you ever did wrong.