Tuesday, August 17, 2010

What have I become?

I really think about things too much sometimes.


Maybe it's because of this...


Well I do still feel like ending my life one way or another...

The best way to die is definitely to save someone's life in exchange for your own.


I think many many people deserve to live more than I do.


I struggle with everything I can think of.


My brain and my mind is always against my emotions/ affected by my emotions.




I don't miss my parents.
I don't miss anything for some reason...


All I miss is my sanity...


That sounded tooo cliche.


But I doubt that I'll be this sad for too long...

It should technically be over once I hit 17...

That is...IF I am still holding on.




See, Dawkins, Lewis, and many others...they all lost their faith when they were 16.


Strange?


Perhaps.

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