Sick of your load of nonsense .

Now , it's not going to be often that you hear me rant in a profane manner , but today will be one of those days...



WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM ?!


So maybe my patience was already running low when my parents were whining about fetching me here and there when they themselves know that I'm the type that if there was some other way , I would definitely try to walk home/take a cab myself without pestering them for transport . Then my bloody sister with her bitchy ego made some stupid comment of me in the car , so we had some sort of rational discourse , it all exploded when I gave up trying to talk to her with a low tone while my sister was responding like a serpent and with that fierce tone in a near-shouting manner , so half-way in the car , the beast was released .

I went *F!@# you la* infront of my parents .

Yes , I'm not that innocent inside . I too have my own set of problems which I'm trying to fix . It's just that I thought I could control myself better . Only problem is with two people (more like a few) : Whenever I talk to my sister or parents , but mostly my sister since I'm learning how to respect my parents over the years(not doing well at it yet) , and Rachel Law (The key to my pandora's box . I'm serious , I can't seem to be patient around her even though things are mostly my fault...

Later on , while I was starving yet not allowed to makan with the youth (Could've saved so much trouble if I went with them) , but they didn't allow me to walk back in this hour . So I started shouting at the top of my voice when we were approaching McD's and then I decided not to eat .


So yeah , right now I'm starving and furious . I could barely control myself from bashing my sisters head into the window screen .

That's how angry I am . It's a childhood thing...


You can choose to avoid me or look down on me after reading this if you want , go ahead . At least I'd learn who the real friends are .

I'm also quite annoyed at this certain big red dude ...





The Youth G.I.G was average . Your average praise and worship sessions with Ps . Malcolm speaking in between . The worship was okay , no comments , good or bad (Girl drummer was a +1 though , you don't see that everyday) . Also , I never really did agree with Ps Malcolms views on things...

A few of them would be that he seems to imply that Catholics are a whole separate religion , when Rev . Dr Ron Choong (Wanna look at his curriculum vitae ? ) answered almost in a split second to the question raised by one of the audiences "Are Catholics Christians?" , with a yes , along with a few reasons why .

Secondly , and most preachers does this anyway , is that I'm not comfortable with "Pascal's Wager" type of preaching...I'm not saying that it's wrong , it's just that thinking in an atheistic point of view , or agnostic if you like , these type of sermons aren't just going to not open people up , but it's just going to make them laugh at hate at Christianity more (My hypocrisy does this too :X) . But THANKFULLY , most people are not THAT hostile to faith...(+1 1Malaysia!)